We Met By Fate - Rauf And Faik

Chapter 4

Faik POV:
I woke up and saw that Kendall was still sleeping. My whole body was aching, due to the position I had slept in. Kendall looked beautiful even when she was sleeping. Her long eyelashes curled at the right point and her lips were a little parted as she cuddled her rose gold pillow.

I smiled at that sight. Then my brain wandered off to last night. I still couldn't accept the fact that Kendall was going through all this. I don't know why this was happening to her, she is too good for all this misery.

I looked at the time and it was almost 7 a.m. Rauf must be worried about me, I didn't even text him about my whereabouts. I took out my phone and saw 10 missed calls and 3 messages from Rauf. Shoot, I needed to go asap but I couldn't leave kendall after what had happened.

This wasn't the time though. I decided to write a little note for her so that she may not worry. I kissed Kendall's cheeks and left her house.

Kendall POV:

I woke up to the sunlight glaring at me through the window. I rubbed my eyes and looked around and then I remembered. I had fucking screwed everything up. How could I be such an attention seeker.

Kendall, you should die. I didn't see faik anywhere, I think he must have left. Suddenely I caught a bright pink note on my side table.
I picked it up and started reading it. It said:

Hey Kendall,
I hope you had a good sleep. I am sorry I left so suddenely. And I'll call you up later. Remember you're one beautiful person! Have a good day!
~Faik

I smiled at the last line, but it was a lie. My smile dropped down. He was hiding the fact that I was a monster, an abnormal person and a disgusting creature.

Then I looked at the time, and it was 9 a.m. Oh god, I am late for school. I quickly got out of bed, leaving my thoughts on pause, and got ready. I didn't have time. I grabbed my bag and rushed out the door.

I reached school after running as fast as I could. I was gasping for air. My lungs were literally dying. I got to my class and the moment I opened the door, all eyes were on me.

My biology teacher glared at me.

"Miss Kendall, any reason as to why you're late?" said Mrs Spark

"I'm so sorry, I woke up late" I said blushing due to the embarrassment and the stares

"No excuses, detention" said Mrs Spark

"Alright" I mumbled and sat down on my desk

I could feel the holes everyone was burning in my back and their smirks which were playing on their lips.

As I was taking notes, I felt something hit me. I looked down and saw a crumpled up paper. I picked it up and opened it.

Smarty pants, something good is waiting for you, today at break
~Jasmine

I looked behind my back and saw jasmine mouthing 'you're dead' to me.
"Miss Kendall, will you please focus on the lesson" said Mrs Spark

"I'm sorry" I said

I didn't knew what jasmine had planned. She was surely up to something. I could feel it. What was she gonna do? The fear and anxiety was creeping inside my heart. I couldn't shake of this feeling, what could be more bad?

-Time skip-

It was break, and I cautiously approached the cafeteria. Something inside me said that I shouldn't go but I decided to not listen to the voice. I entered the cafeteria and everything seemed normal.

The students were chatting and having fun until I felt a bucket of cold water being poured on me by one of jasmine's slaves. As soon as the cold water hit my body, I started shivering. But that wasn't the end. Soon enough, everyone had started throwing their food on me.

And then my tears started flowing from my eyes, I was trying to protect myself from the food being thrown at me but it was of no use. I could hear their laughter and them saying the bad stuff like 'She's so ugly, she's practically garbage at this stage' or 'Poor Kendall is crying, what a crybaby'

My heart which had already been stabbed a multiple times was breaking again. My clothes were ruined and I was a dustbin by this time. I quickly ran outside, not before falling due to a banana peel. This caused more embarrassment, and I could feel myself being torn apart. Before I could hear anything else, I left.

I had no spare clothes in my locker, so the best way was to go back home. It was useless, everyone stared at me as I ran down the streets covered in food.

Warning ⚠ Mentions of self harm

I reached my house and got inside. I went straight up to my bathroom, stripped naked, and turned on the shower. I got in and cried until I couldn't feel anything. Why am I like this? Why can't I be normal?

I took my razor and began cutting. The pain I felt inside was too much to be erased by the razor so I kept going on. After about 20 cuts on my wrists, I stopped. I washed myself and changed into some trousers and a baggy shirt.

I got downstairs and made myself a cup of tea. As I drank my tea, and stared at my scars, I felt more worthless. Then I remembered Faik.

What would he say if he say these again? He would literally hate me more than he hated me now. I hate myself, and I didn't want him to see myself as I do. But he does see me that way now. What a cruel life.

Faik POV:

I reached my house and saw Rauf making breakfast.

"Where were you bro? I like called you a multiple times and texted you too, but you didn't respond. I was so much worried, at least inform me before you spend a night outside" said Rauf as he set the breakfast on the table.

"I accidentally slept at Kendall's. She's going through a lot, and I was comforting her and then she fell asleep. I also slipped off into a slumber as I thought about her" I said

"Oh, I hope she's alright now. But inform me next time"

"Sure" I said

"Now go and get fresh. I don't want the breakfast to get cold. It's avocado on toast with a poached egg, you might not wanna miss it" said Raid while smiling

"Ah, yeah, I'll be right back" I said

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That's it for today! I really feel like this was a short and shitty chapter. And I am sorry for posting late, lol. BTW, I ain't getting that many reads and it's sad. But I'll keep going! Byee. Love you all.