We Met By Fate - Rauf And Faik

Chapter 2

Faik POV:
I went to the recording studio and found Rauf over there working on a song. I sat down next to him with Kendall still on my mind. Rauf must have noticed it.
"Why are you so happy today" said Rauf as he turned towards me.

"Why, can't I be happy?" I replied as I started looking around the studio.

"Something is surely up, you are acting weird" said Rauf

"Alright, I met this girl Kendall in the park and she's super cute" I said while smiling and I could imagine her in my mind.

"Faik, I don't want you to end up like your past relationship, Ella hurted you so much, I don't know much about this girl, but be careful. I care for you" said Rauf as he looked at me.

"I know, and thanks" I said to him
What rauf said was true, Ella broke me, but Kendall wasn't like that, I was sure of it. I cleared all such thoughts and began working on the song with Rauf.

Warning ⚠ Mentions of self harm down below

Kendall POV:
I got home and went up to my room. My mind was at war with various thoughts circling around each other. I couldn't stop thinking what Jasmine said and she was definitely right about me. I couldn't control my urge to cut so I rushed to the bathroom and grabbed my razor as I sat in the bathtub. I closed my eyes and dragged the razor across my skin, multiple times. Tears had made their way down my face with red petals all over the bathtub.

One cut for being disgusting
Second cut for being ugly
Third cut for being a crybaby
Forth for being fat
Fifth for being worthless
Sixth for not being good enough for Faik
Seventh for thinking that I could be the one for Faik
Three more for living and not dying instead
After about ten cuts I stopped and I was literally a mess but this is what I deserved.
How could I think I was good for Faik, that he was the one for me when I myself am ugly, fat and disgusting in comparison to him. My arms looked pretty, I was worthy of this pain, after all, no one loves me. I stood up and washed my arms, and changed into a hoodie to hide my scars. I stared at myself in the mirror, I looked horrible, I started tracing the features on my face, I again started crying due to how much ugly I was.

I wiped away my tears and took my sketchbook, in which I had all of my best pieces. Drawing was one thing which made me at calm. I began to draw and I didn't realise how fast time passed, cause the next I see the time, it's already 7 pm. I wasn't feeling that hungry, but I was craving coffee, so I again decided to hit up Starbucks. I am too fat to eat anything, so it would be better to just have coffee.

I grabbed my purse and went to Starbucks. I ordered my iced Americano and as I was walking out the door, I bumped into someone causing all the coffee to fall onto that person. I looked up and saw Faik, my eyes widened.

"I'm so sorry, I swear I didn't mean it, I was just walking and I didn't see you" I said while feeling guilty and making another another mistake. How can you be so pathetic Kendall.

"It's alright, I will probably wash it" said Faik while giving me a comforting smile.

"No, I should buy you a new shirt, it's all ruined. And coffee stains don't go away" I said, feeling nervous.

"I told you it's fine, plus I have many of these at home" said Faik in a relaxed manner.

"Again I'm sorry, can I buy you a coffee, you know in order to make up for what I did" I said as I stared at him.

"Ah, sure, in the meantime, I will go and try to, like you know wash it, if it's possible, can you wait?" said Faik

"Sure, what coffee do you like?" I said

"A cold brew would be fine" said Faik
"Alright, I'm gonna go order" I said

I ordered us both coffee, as Faik went to the bathroom. I sat down in a corner and I saw Faik coming out of the bathroom, searching for me. I waved at him and he walked up to the table, and sat down in front of me.
As I was drinking my coffee, I noticed Faik was looking at me.

"Is there anything on my face?" I said as my eyes made their way up to his face
"No, nothing, it's just that you're very cute" said Faik while grinning.

"Oh, really, thank you" I said as a small smile crept up onto my face.

"It must be fate that we met again on the same day" said Faik while drinking his cold brew

"Yeah, it must be" I said looking down
Faik was so handsome, I didn't stand a chance against him, and when he called me cute, I couldn't believe it, he must be lying. I bet he was looking at how ugly I was.

"So, tell me a bit about yourself if you are comfortable" said Faik

"I'm in high school, it's my last year, and I'm 17. My parents are most of the time overseas and I love to draw and listen to music" I said
"Cool, what type of music do you listen?" said Faik

"I mostly listen songs of Ariana, Lana and Selena" I said

"Interesting, I love to sing, and I have a twin brother too" said Faik as he smiled
"Well I would love to listen to you sing and meet your brother" I said, feeling a tad bit excited.

"Sure!" said Faik as he started laughing
I also started laughing with him, I don't know why, but being with him made me feel so comfortable, I was falling in love with him but that wasn't right. He was perfect and I wasn't.

"It's getting quite late, should I drop you at your house?" asked Faik as he looked at the time.

"It's alright, I will go by myself" I said

"It's night time, and I want you to be safe, so please" said Faik pleading with his cute eyes

"Okay, okay, come on, let's go" I said as I stood up
"Yes!" said Faik

Me and faik started walking towards my house as I told him the directions. In between we talked about ourselves too and had fun. We reached my house and I thanked him. As I got inside, I couldn't stop feeling sparks inside my stomach. I was hardly falling. Maybe faik was the one. I got into my pajamas and before sleeping, I decided to watch tv.
As I turned the tv on, I saw a guy similar to Faik. I got shocked and looked more closely. It was faik! And there was a guy next to him, they both were singing. I didn't knew Faik was famous and he didn't even told me
Suddenly I got a message from an unknown number.

FAIK- Hey, It's me faik, just wanted to make sure it was the right number, and I had loads of fun today. Hope we can hangout later too, goodnight!
ME- Yeah, it was great! And sure let's meet another time too. Sweet Dreams!

I decided to ask about faik being famous some time else, and went off to sleep with faik on my mind.

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That's it! I literally swear I feel like I am way too bad at it. And also English isn't my first language so I hope y'all understand. BYE, Have a good day/night.