We Met By Fate - Rauf And Faik

Chapter 18

WARNING ⚠ There's going to be mentions of SUICIDE in this chapter, please don't read it, if it triggers you.

Kendall POV:

After I stopped crying and calmed myself, I got up from the bed and went infront of the mirror. My mascara was running down my cheeks, my hair was all tangled up and my eyes were swollen. Not to mention, my eyes and my head were aching real bad. I took some aspirin and checked my phone.

I hadn't gotten any texts or calls from Faik. That made me tear a bit more. I decided to just text him instead.

Me- I miss you a lot Faik, please come back. You need to listen to me
Sorry this number has blocked you

Seeing that on the scream, made me more worst. I threw my phone on the wall and grabbed my hair in frustration and sadness. My mom must have heard the sound because the next thing I know is that she came rushing in.

"Kendall, what's happening? Are you alright" said mum, staring in horror at the state I was in

"Just get out of here. You're pretending to care so much right now, just go with dad on another business trip. I am tired of you and your acts. Leave" I said shouting at her

I heard her sigh and then she went. Great, I made her upset too, now. I make everyone upset. Then a white envelope caught my eye. I picked it and opened it up. As I started reading it, I couldn't bear any longer.

Kendall, first of all, I'm so sorry for leaving you alone. From this day, may you never hear of me. I know I promised to go and find Faik, but you see he was long gone before I could get to him. I failed you Kendall,I broke my promise of finding Faik.I have only realised that me being with you, just screams trouble. I'm the reason why you and Faik broke up. You may not see me at school kendall. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you and your relationship. I'm sorry but it's best for me to go. I hope you understand. I'm really sorry. Kendall start a new life, live happily. I will try to find Faik and send him back to you, but you won't ever see me again. Bye kendall, I love you.
                                                ~William

I dropped onto the carpeted floor and numbly gazed at the letter. Since the last day, I got so much pain than I ever did in my life. It just seems useless to live anymore. It was never William's fault but he left. I have had enough of it. I picked myself up and just ran out the door to wherever my feet took me.

The next thing I know is that I'm at the bridge. I look down the railing and the water seems to be so relaxing. I would finally be at peace if I ended everything here right now.

I got on top of the railing, stretching my arms in the cold night air. The moon was shining bright but not my life. The golden lights looked beautiful than ever today.

I sighed and prepared to let myself drown into the calmness below me. But then someone pulls me from behind ,making me fall onto the ground. I groaned as I got up, and brushed my clothes. And then, I see him.

"You?" I whispered

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I swear kendall needs to find happiness, lol. This chapter was extremely depressing to write 😂
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