We Met By Fate - Rauf And Faik

Chapter 9

Faik POV:

At this point, I felt the happiest man ever alive. Kendall was officially my girl friend now, and I couldn't be more jubilant. Her lips were purely soft, and I wanted to kiss her over and over again until she couldn't deny the love I had for her.

The doctor came in to check on Kendall.

"Miss Mark, do you feel any pain?" said the doctor checking her head

"It hurts a bit, but I am fine" said Kendall looking nervous

Why would she be nervous?

"I'm going to prescribe you some medicines and hopefully by tomorrow, you'll be alright and ready to be discharged. Till then rest" said the doctor smiling at both of us

"Sir, I would like for you to come outside with me, I need to talk to you" said the doctor

I nodded, wondering why the doctor wanted to talk to me.

"I would be right back" I said to Kendall and kissed her forehead.

She smiled, but it seemed as if she was forcing it. Right now, I needed to be with the doctor, I'll ask her later on. Hopefully nothing is disturbing her.
The doctor lead me outside.

"I assume you're her boyfriend?" said the doctor.

"Ah, yes" I said while grinning

"Well, I wanted to talk about Kendall" said the doctor looking concerned

"Is she fine?" I said frantically

"It's just that we noticed scars on her arms. Not to mention, her body was covered in bruises, some old ones with new too. Apart from that, it seems to me that due to too much alcohol in her system, she wasn't able to bear it and fainted" said the doctor explaining everything

I didn't knew of that, I knew she self harmed and I did saw her beaten up, but I thought it was only once. And alcohol? She's still not at the age to drink.

I was taken out of my thoughts by the doctor.

"I guess it's clearly astonishing to you. We will have to put her in rehab due to her self harm. As for the bruises, does anyone abuse her?"

"Doctor, I don't want her to go to the rehab, she is gonna hate me for that and plus I want to spend time with her. I never thought of abuse, but it could be" I said

"Well, make sure you take care of her young man, and whenever she's comfortable to open up to you, please ask her. Here is the list of medicines, please give them to her" said the doctor

"Yes, surely" I said taking the list and going to the pharmacy

Kendall POV:

I still can't believe I'm his now. Suddenly, those thoughts came back. Are you sure you're worthy of him? Have you looked at yourself and than at Faik? You're super ugly, who knows he's dating you just because he pities you? Let him go, he deserves someone perfect, not you.

Right, I am ugly and I don't deserve him. Why did I have to be like this? Why can't I be beautiful?

However, for now, I had to focus on what the doctor was gonna spill about me to Faik. I couldn't help, but feel nervous. At the time, the doctor came in the room, I tried to not make it obvious that I was terrified inside. I feel bad for everytime, I try to force myself to smile and Faik notices it.

I am totally helpless in this case. I was biting my lips, to get rid of this feeling. The doctor was literally out there, telling faik about the bruises on my body and my self harm. Faik knew about self harm, he saw me beaten up once but still.

The doctor is surely gonna recommend me going to rehab, that's what all doctors do. I don't want to.

God, I want to get out of here.
Nervousness was killing me and faik wasn't here even. What were they talking about that made them take so much time?

Right at that moment, Faik came with my medicines.

"I'm sorry, I was getting your medicines. You feeling good?" said Faik, concern hanging in his eyes as he sat down beside me

"Yeah" I said still caught up with anxiety

"Hun, I wanted to talk to you about something" said faik as he held my hand

This was the first time he was calling me hun, and it made me sorta blush.

"Someone is blushing, I see" said Faik teasing me

"Come on, stop" I said hiding my face

"Okay, I'll stop" said Faik while laughing

I wanted to avoid the talk no matter what. And it seemed, that was going just like how I wanted.

"But for real kendall, I want to talk" said Faik now serious

"Umm, sure, about what?" I said fiddling with my fingers

"You know I care about you a lot. And first I want to tell you this. You're very beautiful, kind hearted, worthy of everything in this world, and my sweet love. Look, I know you think you're ugly and fat. That day at cafe, when you were uncomfortable about eating cake, I didn't understand. But when I saw your scars, I certainly did. Babe, you're not at all fat, in fact you're gorgeous. You deserve the best, so please stop self harm. It hurts me to see you in such a state. Then that day, when you showed up beaten up, made me extremely worried. Who did that to you babe, I want to know. I want to help you. And then the doctor told me you had alcohol in your system due to which you weren't able to handle it and fainted. But I still don't know how you got injured on your head. Please love, tell me" said Faik, tracing circles on my hands

This was too much for me. I knew he was gonna bring it up one day, but I didn't want to tell him.

I looked at my lap, frowning, wondering all the excuses I could make up.

"Babe, I know you're gonna make up some excuse but I wanna know the truth. There is nothing to hide, you can tell me" said Faik giving me an encouraging smile.

I sighed and nodded. I'll just make up some things. I am sorry faik, I just can't tell you now. In order to not make you hurt, I will tell lies even if I need to.

" Well I'm not a fan of self harm, I just did it by accident, because I thought it would make my pain go away but then after doing it, I realized, I was wrong. The getting beaten up thing, about that, I decided to go by the alley to get home quick but some boys were there, looking quite frustrated. And they beat me up just due to that. It was my fault for taking the alley. I drank alcohol, because I missed my parents, and thought it would help. I just kept on drinking and I tried to get to the couch as I felt dizzy, but before I could, I knocked my head on the table, causing it wound and I fainted. I am sorry Faik" I said, feeling guilty for the lies I made up now

"Kendall, first off, who ever those boys were, I will kill them the next time I see them. And never ever take the alley again, even if you're getting late. And please don't ever try self harm or drinking again. You're underage and if you miss your parents, tell me, I'll be there for you always. You don't need to be sorry, it wasn't your fault. I love you the way you are" said Faik staring at me

"I love you too and thanks for understanding" I said and kissed his cheek as Faik grinned

The regret of telling lies was there but it was for the better. Sorry Faik.

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I updated cause my exams are cancelled and I can't be more happy. Plus I've gotten like 80+ reads and that's so much amazing. I never thought so many people would read my story. Thank you all so much. I think today's chapter is quite long or is it just me? Lol, idk. Anyways enjoy!! And love you all. Thanks again ❤❤❤❤❤❤