wrong time

The stables

When we got to dinner I noticed Jamie was more calm but he look sad and frustrated and I couldn't tell why, Luke was a nice guy who would hurt a thing . I saw Jamie B-lining towards me so I hopped I wasn't in any trouble Jamie came over to me and said "I thought I told you to stay away from Luke" "well I didn't" "well you should've and now you can deal with him by yourself." He said that in a way where almost he was pitiful of me witch I didn't care I liked Luke and he was a nice guy so no I'm not gonna leave him alone . After dinner I didn't wanna get stopped by Jamie so I ran fast and went through the back of the castle to Luke I saw him at the stables he seemed very mad and upset so I ran over to him and smiled and he threw his hands in the air and said "I'm tired of waiting and I'm done waiting" "waiting for what??" I said sounding really sassy and somewhat annoyed and confused . That did not help me what so ever . He looked at me with a look in his eye he had an evil grin as he tightly gripped my wrist and pulled me out of the stables and into the fields and I said I didn't want to go but he flat out ignored me and I said "LET ME GO! " In my threatening voice, and once we were somewhere were we couldn't be seen he looked at me and threw me on the ground and I landed on my hand and hurt it so I yelled in pain he just laughed band called me weak and stupid I was confused why was he acting like that "why are you doing this?" "Because ever since YOU came all I ever wanted was YOU" what was this a romantic gesture of some sort no this can't be ugh why am I here why did I come to this time what did I do to get this . Next thing I new he was on top of me and the rest was a blur but I knew what happened and then he left while I was there he just left when he was done . And I sat there and cried until I was numb then when I mustered up the courage I tried to push myself up with my hands but it was no use my hand was black and green from bruises and I just stood up and walked down the hill I thought to myself I wanna watch him suffer as bad as he made me suffer I wanna watch him hurt like I hurt. Eventually I made it back to my living quarters and sat on my bed and cried myself to sleep I woke up to Ms.fitz coming in my room and looking a bit confused and she said "how are you still asleep when did you go to bed last night" as I pushed myself up not remembering the black and green wrist from last night as soon as I put some weight on it I fell and slammed down on my shoulder and arm increasing the pain on my wrist she looked at my red puffy eyes and asked how i hurt myself and i said i fell but really I was just pushed onto the ground and raped ughh why did i have to be so stubborn with that thought i immediately started to cry Ms. Fitz looked at me pitifully and said I'll be right back and i sat there and cried for what felt like hours