They both stared at the ceiling.
"I'm.." Namjoon was about to say something but he drifted up, slightly gulping.
Yoongi turned his head to face him. He just softly chuckled, turning himself to face the older. Namjoon slowly turned his head to face him. He slowly reached over to the boy's hand and held it, caressing the top.
"It just kicked in at the wrong time." The younger curled up a soft smile.
"I'm not proud of it."
"I know." Yoongi moved his other hand to the side of the older's face, caressing his cheekbone. "I know that you're not happy about it."
"Can I kiss you again?"
Yoongi chuckled, slowly sitting up from the bed, the blanket still on his lap. Namjoon nervously sat up from the bed, biting the inside of his cheek. He's not getting an answer so he doesn't understand.
"Good job for asking this time." Yoongi chuckled, scooting close to him. "Of course you can."
Namjoon couldn't help to scoff, leaning in to press his lips down on the boy's. Yoongi gladly accepted it, getting a bit closer to him. Namjoon lifted his hand up caressed the younger's side of his face, slightly deepening their kiss.
Yoongi lifted his hand up to his shoulder, feeling his scar. He couldn't help to disconnect their kiss, looking down at the scar. Namjoon fluttered his eyes open and curled his brows.
"How bad did it hurt?" Yoongi mumbled up, looking at him.
"I don't remember the pain."
Yoongi looked back down at his scar, having a frown across his face, continuing to caress his scar with his sleeve slightly in the way of touching it. Namjoon just watched him caress his shoulder, seeing him flutter his eyes a bunch of times.
Then he saw a tear roll down his eye.
"Yoonie." Namjoon lifted his hand up to the side of his face. "Don't cry." He wiped his tear away. "It's the past."
"I know just..y-you must've been in a lot of pain..." He whispered, slowly looking up at him.
Namjoon just caressed the side of his face.
"I was."
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