Mine

fifteen

warning: this chapter contains Sexual content and selfharm

•Joanna•
Taylor asked me out for dinner and I agreed to go as friends. I told the girls and right now we're up in my room getting ready for my "date" with Taylor.

I didn't tell Matt because I know he would get pissed. We walk downstairs when we hear a knock on the door. "Hey," I greet Tay with a hug. "You look amazing!" He compliments. He was wearing a white button down shirt with black jeans and black vans. "Thanks, so do you." I say goodbye to the girls and head out the door with Taylor. He opens the door to his car for me and I thank him. The radio plays and Ed Sheeran comes on. We talk about our music interests and he teases me about liking boy bands.

When we get to the restaurant I notice the small fires and heaters. Tay gives the hostess his name and we walk towards our table which has a heater in the middle. I notice a group of friends and their families sitting at the small circle next to the fire. I smile at Tay and we start talking about our lives. We order our food and wait for it to get to us.

We talk some more and minutes later our food arrives. The smell of my fettuccine Alfredo smells delicious and Taylor's lasagna smells great too. I grab my fork and twirl it around. "This is amazing!" I say after I chew the savory pasta. Tay nods and agrees. "Glad you like it." I smile and thank him. After we are done he offers to go back to his apartment.

"Sure," I agree and we walk out of the welcoming restaurant. "Wow, that was fantastic thank you." I grin. "Anything for you," He flashes me a smile and puts his hand on my thigh. We ride in silence and only Taylor's hums fill the car.

Once we reach his home I get out of the car and I'm amazed by the size of his home. We walk upstairs and go into his room. He closes the door and walks towards me.

"Soo.." he says awkwardly. "Soo..." I repeat. He steps a bit towards me. "Wanna watch a-" I get cut off when his lips press against mine. He pulls away and quickly apologizes. I step towards him and pull him by his collar. I crash his lips against mine and part my mouth a bit.

Tay takes this as an opportunity to slip his tongue into my mouth and before I know it we are making out on his bed with only our undergarments on.

He reaches behind me and unclasps my bra. it was weird at first but soon i felt comfortable. He flips us over so that I was now under him. Tay leaves a trail of kisses down my stomach and stops at my pantie line. He hooks his fingers around the sides and pulls them down gently.

He pulls his boxers down and slips on a condom. Tay pushes into me and I let out a small moan. He starts off slowly but increases his speed with every thrust. Our moans and groans fill the room and I know I am close.

I ride out my high and Taylor reaches his. I am left panting and sweaty. "Ugh fuck," Taylor groans and closes his eyes. He pulls out and collapses onto me. Our sweaty bodies lay there for a couple minutes to recover and we drift off to sleep.

[A/N] Sorry that sucked so bad!
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After mine and Taylor's affair I went back to Andrea's house. They invited me and Gemma over for some lunch at Panera's.

When I got to their nice home I went inside and waited for them to be ready. After, One hour of American Horror Story with Mahogany, Andrea and Gemma come out. We head outside and go into Gem's car. We talked about celebrities on the way there and sat outside next to a family and a young girl.

"So how did yesterday go?" Andrea asks. "Um well it went..well." I say picking at the salad in front of me.

"Well?" Gemma teased wiggling her eyebrows. I laugh at her not denying it. "Joanna! Really?!?" Exclaimed Andrea. "What?!" Asked Mahogany. I notice the lady take out something but don't really pay attention. "You fucked Taylor?!" She said a little too loud. "Shhh," I hush her. "Oh My God!" They all yelled. My eyes widen and I just chew my salad.

•Hayes•
"Hey Nash!" I yell down the hall. He doesn't hear and I walk down to his room. "Yo, what's up Tay." I hear him say to his phone. "You what?" he continues.

"No way! Hayes is gonna be pissed he loves her!"

Fuck no, if this is about Joanna I swear I will kill him.

"I can't believe you fucked Jo!" Nash said. "What the fuck?!" I yell and barge into Nash's room.

"What the hell you were eavesdropping?" Accuses nash. "Im gonna fucking kill him!" I yell ignoring Nash's question.

Before Nash can stop me I grab my car keys and run down the stairs to my car. I get in it and speed over to the freeway entrance. Tears of anger are now falling down and I speed even faster to reach this asshole's house. Out of no where a car swerves into my lane and I can not stop in time.

•Joanna•

My phone vibrates many times and I see twitter notifications and calls. I go over and see that seventeen mag strikes again.

seventeen mag:

Taylor and Joanna go to the next level? We have exclusive footage of Joanna talking about her and Taylor having sex?!

I panic and DM them to delete it. They obviously don't listen and I go over to my missed calls.

Nash(24)

Nash called twenty four times? I call back and wait for him to answer. "Joanna," He sobs and I panic even more. "Jo,"

"What's going on Nash?!"

"Hayes," he sobs even harder. I feel my heart break and my air starting to cut short.

"What about Hayes?" tears brimming in eyes.

"H-He got in a car accident." Nash sobs and I feel a tear fall down. "Where is he?!" I ask frantically. "I don't know yet.." He cries into the phone.

I quickly ask Gemma to take me back to my house and she agrees. All the girls are left confused and I don't tell Gemma anything. I run into my room and search all my drawers for my blades.

I finally find one and run into my restroom. I cut my thighs and sob. "I hate my life!" I scream and throw the blade at my mirror. I hear my phone vibrate and see Hayes' picture pop up.

Hayes:

baby please don't do anything stupid. I love you. Don't cut those pretty wrists or thighs of yours. Baby please stay strong. I'm sorry for everything. I have and will always love you. I really hope you find a boy that loves you and you guys get married and have children. I love you Joanna Mae Braden.
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Omg im sad :-( -Val