Mine

twenty four

•Joanna•

I was stupid but not drunk.

Oh shit wait, I mean I'm drunk but I'm not stupid. I wouldn't let Tay hurt me or take advantage of me. "What did you want to tell me?" I ask, placing my hands on my hips.

"Not tell, show," He smirked and I tried to act brave, but the truth is I was basically shitting myself. "Ok, well show me. I have to get back to Matt and Hayes." I snapped my fingers.

Taylor chuckles and licks his lips. "You won't want to go back to your loving boyfriend after this." He dug his phone out of his pocket and worried grew inside of me.

"See," He says and shows me a picture on the screen of his phone. I snatch the device away from him and look at the photo. It was a picture of Matt and some blonde making out. My heart dropped and my chest tightened. "No words now, right Braden?" He asked me.

I glared at him and gave the device back to him. I ran out of the lounge with out saying a word to nobody. Gemma and Shawn had gone back to the hotel, along with Andrea because she didn't want to be around Cam to long.

"Jo!" I head both, Matt and Hayes' voices but I ignore them, I just rum as fast as I can. Some tears fall and I wipe them with my hand. I probably look crazy, running around vegas crying.

I stumble upon things due to the amount of alcohol in my veins but I manage to get to the hotel room. "What the hell happened?" exclaims Shawn walking towards me, as I enter the room. Andrea and Gemma were sitting on the couch watching Frozen but quickly stood up and walked towards me.

"I-I don't really want t-to talk about it." I sob. "Alright," Shawn guides me, "Ok, take a bath or something." I nod and Shawn passes me over to the girls and they walk me over to the bathroom. "Ok, spill." Demands Andrea as she turned on warm water.

I ignore her demand and just stared at the water pouring into the tub. "Joanna," Gemma sighs. "Matt cheated on me." I say, no emotion laced in my voice and never breaking the contact with the water.

"What!" Both of the girls yell. I shake my head and close my eyes. My elbows rest on my knees and I bury my head in my hands. "No, don't cry." Gemma rubs my back and I feel Andrea walking towards me. "You're so much better than him,babe." Andrea hugs me.

I stand up not wanting people to pity me. "I'm fine," I lie and look in the mirror. I look like a complete disaster, my mascara ran lots and my nose is red.

"Can I take my bath?" I ask politely telling them to leave. "Yeah, 'course." Nods Gem and they walk out of the bathroom. I undress and get in the warm bath, now filled with bubbles that Andrea provided me with.

I don't do anything, just sit there. No tears fall, but I feel my heart shatter into pieces. I grab my phone from next to me and go to iTube. I play the top 100 and lay back. Sweater Weather starts off first and I hum along with the song. After, white teeth teens by Lorde goes on and I softly sing along.

"White teeth teens are out, white teeth teens are up for it, I know you like it when the hair pins start to fall,"

I hear familiar voices entering the room and I quickly stand up and towel off. I just throw on my undergarments and a robe, I'm getting back in the water felt to good.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I yell once I spot Matt, Hayes was with him too. "Jo, I swear it wasn't my fault." He walks towards me. "No," I scoot back, "Get away."

"Jo, he's right." Hayes sighs and my eyes widen. How could he be on his side? "Please, let me talk to you." Hayes pleads. "Ok," I sigh and walk towards the bed.

"So what happened, is that Taylor was with that blonde earlier, and it turns out he paid her to make out with Matt so then Taylor could take a picture and show you so you would break up with Matt and run to Taylor." Hayes tells me and I'm doubtful. I know he likes me but he is kind enough to let me be happy with Matt.

"I promise," He says and rests his hand on mine. I sigh, "Can I trust you?" I ask. He raises his hand to his chest acting as if he's hurt. "Wow," His mouth drops. "Of course," He smiles reassuringly. I give him a small smile and nod, "Fine."

We walk out and I see Matt's face buried in his hands. He muttered some words but I can't catch them. Once he hears up his head snaps up and looks at me. Our eyes meet and I feel the tension grow in the room.

"Can I talk to you?" He asks and stands up rubbing his hands on the side of his jeans. I feel everyone's stares on us and I just nod.
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so pumped for whats coming ;) Oh and I'm getting my new phone rn so i'll start Mine on there either today or tomorrow :)))