A Queen's Pain

Ch.1 Morals

"All the pain he brought her still lingers in her mind"

Monday Morning,

I woke up feeling like crap. I swear mondays always made me consider dropping out and becoming a stripper. The more I think about it the more I consider making it a reality. I mean it's already on my bucket list. Last night I was in and out of sleep. My dreams kept me awake, you would think I'd be use to it by now but they still haunt me.

I finally let my feet hit my plush brown carpet, then grabbed my towel making my way to the bathroom. Where I'd spend 20 minutes showering & brushing my teeth. After doing my morning routine I checked how much time I'd have left to get ready for school. It Read 5:40 am, I had just about 30 minutes to get ready if I wanted to catch the bus on time. Since it was a bit chilly outside I decided on white skinny jeans and my mint green crop top sweater paired with wheat timberland boots. I slipped on my bra and panties then applied deodorant under my arms and lotion to my skin. After I got dressed. I had about 10 minutes to fix my hair. Quickly I plugged in the flat iron in the bathroom and waited for it to heat up. This is why I preferred going natural at times taking care of weave could be really time consuming.

Gently, I took off my satin cap and boy did I sleep rough. Quickly I began to bump my bob piece by piece thoroughly after I flipped the bang then added spritz to it. I was going to be late to school. There's no point of rushing if you're already late or know you're going to be late so on that note. I made sure my hair was properly flat ironed , I even applied make up.
I lightly added blush to my cheeks then applied nude lipstick to my lips. I was happy with the results. Today may not be so bad after all.

After grabbing my phone and book-bag, I headed towards the kitchen where I met up with my mom. She was in the process of getting ready for work. "Good-morning mommy" I greeted kissing her cheek.

"Morning Hun, I left you a croissant in the microwave so just take it to go before you're late" she responded while heading back to her room to get dressed. I popped open the microwave and bit into it "Thanks ma , Have a good day " I yelled as I headed out the door.

I locked the door behind me & headed to the bus stop where I made it just in time. I put in my dollar and 10 cents as soon as I took one step the bus driver stopped me "The bus fare is two dollars and 25 cents" she spoke with an attitude.

"I'm only seventeen ma'm" I began pulling out my school I.D to show her. She rolled her eyes "Go on Child" , I rolled my eyes & took a seat next to the window.

I plugged in my earphones then put on my gold chain necklace and sprayed my self with Victoria Secret's Love Spell fragrance. Now I was ready for school.

My phone vibrated as I looked out the window.

"Where you at" Chris texted me.

"Your mom house, It's called Goodmorningg you asshole"

"Lmao my bad baby , Goodmorningg beautiful"

"Morning I'm on the bus, what you want"

Chris was one of my boy toys I guess you can that yes my boy toy thats what he was, Girls adored him and drooled over him but in my eyes he was just a regular guy that gave good head. In the process he became a cool friend of mine.

"I just wanted to see that pretty smile of yours"

Did I fail to mention he had a girlfriend. I ignored his text and got off the bus. It was a typical morning at Jackson High. A bunch of teenagers talking, making out, being flashy, or sitting alone.

Kayla texted me saying she'd be extremely late so I'd be by myself until the bell rung. I put my music up and sat in the patio. There wasn't a lot of people there & I enjoyed keeping to myself. It wasn't until I felt my eyes being covered. I ripped out my earphones.