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SPOILERS FOR BRUISES!

(tw sexual assault, sexual assault should never be romanticized, and I only use it in my stories to bring attention to how much it happens in real life, I am always here to talk if you need someone)

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TODAY was the day, they would wrap. Everyone had been dreading this day Millie was an emotional wreck cause she knew what was coming after they wrap. Everyone would go back to LA, except for Millie.

The Outer Banks was her home but so was the Outer Banks cast.

"Home is not a place it's a people."

"Alright, the last scene is with Millie and Rudy," Jonas said with pain in his voice.

The scene was quick but it was painful. Sloane had just beat the crap out of Jaden and was supposed to feel so empowered but the last few days had been draining having to film flashbacks to Sloane being raped. She'd come home every night and sob, the emotional trauma filming those scenes was always the hardest.

Especially when you lived through it.

MILLIE AT 14!

"Come on Mil, you know you want to do it. Everyone else is doing it." Zach said pulling her closer to him.

"Um, Zach I don't know you're 18, isn't this illegal?" she said as he pecked aggressively at her neck.

"Just shut up okay, you'll like it."

So she did what he told her but she didn't want to. She wanted him to love her and want to be with her. He pulled her pants down biting at her thighs and pulling her underwear to the side and that when she pulled away from him.

"No, no Zach, I can't," she said grabbing at her shorts that were around her ankles only to stopped by the boy who was much stronger than she was.

He grabbed at her hips putting his thumbs into the space where the bone wasn't and pushed down as hard as he could. Amelia winced in pain crying for help before he wrapped his hands around her neck resisting the air from moving throughout her throat, she slapped at his hands trying to get them off of her. His grip loosened every few minutes as he pounded his length into her cause her to bleed which only pissed him off more, luckily he finished quickly but the girl wasn't on the pill and he wasn't using protection and she could've easily been pregnant. She never told anyone what happened to her she kept it all a secret and prayed that she wouldn't become pregnant and thank god somehow she didn't.

PRESENT DAY

"And cut!" Jonas yelled. Rudy and Millie looked at each other with tears in their eyes and he pulled him into her as she started to cry. "That's a season wrap on Rudy Pankow and Amelia Foster."

Those words made her cry even more as Rudy ran a hand through her hair. The sadness started to die down as Rudy and Millie went back to their trailers packing up the last things they had.

"I don't wanna leave bubba," she said leaning into his chest.

"I know baby, nothing is gonna change."

"Rudy stop, everything is gonna change. Please stop denying it," she said pulling away and looking in his eyes.

"I'm not denying it I'm telling you nothing gonna change."

"Rudy I'm gonna be living across the country," Millie said slightly pissed off cause he won't comprehend.

"Come live with me," he blurted out.

"You can't just solve all your problems by blurting out things you don't really want," Amelia said which hit him hard in the chest.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean?" he asked.

"I'm just saying I'm not gonna leave the place I live just for you," she replied

"Why, am I not enough?"

"Rudy, you know that's not what I meant." she tried to explain. "I just want you to know that it's gonna be hard." she started to cry.

"Just go home and cry to your mommy Millie," he yelled instinctively knowing how he fucked up.

"My moms fucking dead you asshole." she spat running towards her car and leaving the boy to think about what he said.

"Amelia!" he yelled "Baby please," he pleaded.

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