❝ 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐄 . ❞

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I don't understand my parents. they tell me I'm on my phone for too long then they bash me for not answering when I'm actually doing something?

then my dad starts getting onto me about wanting to go to the lake with a friend because he asked me if I'd like to go.

I haven't had energy to do anything around the house because I'm sick of being stuck here. I'm drained. I just, can't stand it.

I haven't been out of the house in so long and I really want to see my friend because he's honestly the only close friend I have irl.

I just.. what am I doing wrong? am I a bad kid?

do they just.. not care?

I'm so tired of everything that's happening and I want to just.. be happy..

is that so hard to ask?