Breathing

Stronger

I'm not strong enough to pull the trigger.

I'm not strong enough to swallow the pills.

I'm not strong enough to get the knife from the drawer.

I'm not strong enough to tie the knot.

I'm just not strong enough..

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I've been trying to go to sleep for about an hour now. But I can't. Because I'm crying too hard. And I'm just not strong enough to stop.