Sketchastrophe

Heartache

Anyone a fan of Billie Eilish?

I had her songs on loop the other day and drew a character doodle for each of my favourite lyrics. They're kinda angsty, and all based around heartache. If you've ever had your heart broken, I guess you know how much it can hurt. I'll explain the images since they're pretty random.

Warning: Slight gore.

When your love never is for me.
A lyric which I find is perfect for the Hanahaki disease of unrequited love. The picture is based off the feeling of betrayal and disbelief, and the bold words LOVE and ME are there to convey the message.

Fall apart, Twice a day.
The feeling of being split in half by what you want, and what the people around you want. The fact that you feel that no-one understands, so you just keep breaking further and further.

Who am I, to fall in love?
I think the meaning is pretty obvious here. Feeling worthless, rejected, objectified. Wanting to please everyone, and forgetting your self worth.

Where did you go?
This is kind of an odd concept, but this is meant to be a scenario where you wear a mask, and everyone loves the masked you, but as soon as you take it off, everyone leaves you.

It's not true.
When your heart is torn out, trampled, stabbed ripped apart, and yet you still deny that you are hated. You keep telling yourself it's not true, but you just keep having your heart broken and played with.

I hope you enjoyed my mental angst doodles. I'm sorry that I'm so fricking messed up. I promise the next chapter will be fluffy again.
(She says)

If you can name which Billie song each lyric line is from, you get hugs. Lots of hugs. Coz I need them.