I hate you. | Yeongyu | Original (?)

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Beomgyu P.O.V
'Yeonjun hasn't responded to none of my letters... did I make him upset? Is he mad at me? Does he hate me? No! Yeonjun and I had a great friendship and I never did anything to make Junnie upset..."
"You okay gyu?" Wooseok asks
"Yeah yeah I'm fine" I say, chuckling afterwards
"Gyu... you realize that you can tell me anything, right?" Wooseok says comforting
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"Alright, you win, Yeonjun hasn't been responding to any of my letters, it has been 5 months now... I miss him, I miss his hugs, I miss his voice, I miss when he would hug me and comfort me if he thought I was upset, I miss how he would tease me, most importantly... I miss his smile. I miss him so much that it hurts, Hyung.. it hurts so much..." I say sobbing afterwards
Wooseok immediately hugs me tightly and rubs my back
"I know gyu, I know that you miss him. He has to come back one day, until then, I will stick by your side and make you happy, alright?" Wooseok says while his caressed my cheek and wiped my tears away.
I let out a quiet "okay" and he kisses my forehead, I blush a bit at the action.
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I sit down at where me and Yeonjun spent most time at. Our hangout place, under a beautiful cherry tree. This place helped us release our stress and give us time to think, we never told anybody about the spot. It was our spot and only ours, we were really secretive about the tree, we only wanted it to be available to us and us only. We planted the tree ourselves when we were extremely young, our parents didn't know about it and we took care of the tree as if it was our son; we always called it "our child". I was thinking a lot but mostly about him. Yeonjun was always on my mind, everyday and every second of the day.
I look at the view and recall beautiful memories
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Bold; Yeonjun
Italic; Beomgyu
"Beomgyu! Come back here!"
"Never!"
Yeonjun chases Beomgyu up the hill where the tree was
"Take what you said back!"
"Hehe! Never!"
Yeonjun soon enough gets closer to Beomgyu and smirks
Yeonjun then jumps on Beomgyu causing Beomgyu to fall to the ground
"Gotcha!"
Yeonjun laughs while Beomgyu blushes
Yeonjun then turns Beomgyu around and holds his wrists down
This position looked wrong and Beomgyu knew it
"Now what did you say?"
"I-I"
"I said that Binnie was my favorite rapper..."
Yeonjun lets go of Beomgyus right wrist but soon holds Beomgyus chin
"And who is your TRUE favorite rapper?"
"Y-You-"
"Name."
"C-Choi Yeonj-jun"
Yeonjun lets go of Beomgyu
Beomgyu could finally breathe again

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