June 5, 2020
Yow
It's 1 AM
I woke up about 30 minutes ago but I couldn't go back to sleep because there's a feeling I couldn't shake away
I don't normally rant here anymore but this thing won't go away until I let it out
So here goes my lil drama...
It's an ache
An ache for many things and for things I don't know the reason for
An ache for all the regrets I ever had for things I didn't get to do
An ache for the feelings I never felt and will never feel
An ache for the "things" I'm not allowed to have
An ache for things that are about to happen that I greatly fear
An ache for all the destruction around me and my head
And many more
I feel like many things will not be fixed and will go the way I expect them to any longer
I just don't want to feel bothered about all this anymore
I feel so many emotions but at the same time I feel like I lack them
I hope this ache ends soon
Because if it doesn't it'll go on forever
*comethru started playing and it calms me a little lol*
*ok emo hours are over*
Thanks for listening to my lil vent uwu
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