Art and Randomness (book 4)

♡📝 finally! An update about my life

...or not... no one might be interested 🤷‍♀️

August 10, 2019

Get some tea ready because this might be long 🍵

Oh maaannnn life has been crazyyyyyy af

Ya'll probably know (or not know... I may or may not have updated you) that I'm classmates with three of my ex crushes.

Oh yes baby, this chapter will have tea about mah past so called one sided love lives.

So let me remind you of them:

-Daniel: my crush during 5th to 7th grade. Longest crush I had... beri nice and smart guy

-Christian: not-so nice guy... very annoying... but I used to be friends with him. We're not that close anymore- Wait I'm not even going to talk about this guy today skskksks

-Jams: the first guy I confessed to... and got rejected. Artistic and very cute... also very meme.

Those are the three I'm classmates with.

I HAD more crushes tbh... YES I KNOW ITS A LOT BUT AHHHH it's not like I had a crush on these guys at the same time (but I don't Judge people who do have crushes on some guys at the same time)

I'm a hopeless romantic mah dudes. 😔🤙💕

So the tea is... Daniel and Jams... they're my daddi- I MEAN I MEAN FRIENDS

We are surprisingly chill with each other. I guess with Daniel that's natural. He's a very friendly guy.
Jams... kinda surprising, yes, we used to be very fucking awkward. Like... can't even look at each other awkward or talk to each other in an ordinary convo awkward.

But now we all chill ya know ya know. 🤙

Like a few days ago we ran into each other in a milk tea shop and it was all cool.

BUT IM SHOOKT BECAUSE I DIDNT EXPECT HIM TO BE THERE OR FOR US TO BE SO CHILL

I still have to let it sink in ok? Ok? 😳

And now I call them my daddi- I mean fathers.

I call them my fathers because the squad I'm in with them has this very weird family tree goin on and Somehow I got both of them as my dads and also some other dud.

So I have three dads in that "family". Don't ask. It doesn't have to make sense.

(This is what happens when you have been studying Greek mythology in English)

I guess that's all I have to say? This chapter is pretty pointless.
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OK OK!

But what I REALLY want to talk about is... theres this new guy I like 👉👈

I know, I know... "SUNRISE! TORI! BE LOYAL TO ONE DUD"

But it's not like I'm dating them, I'm just attracted and I admire them.

But really, I just want to be friends at the most for now. Legit. I realized that now. I don't think I'm ready for a fckin relationship.

So yeah, there's a new guy I admire.

What do we call him? I'll call him... Lyam.

HES THE MOST 💓UWU💓 PERSON IVE EVER KNOWN

LIKE.... HES VERY CHARMING AND CUTE! Charm level 100 ✨

He's so charming people often tell me that they had almost liked him as well.

Or they have dreamt about him.

Oh yes yes. Weird thing about him is for some reason people dream about him often.

Dream as in visuals in sleep.

So that's why we call him ghostie... because he haunts dreams.

But he really is a charmer. He's very friendly and he's open to everyone.

There's just something about him that just so.... AHHHHH UWU💕💕💕💕

Again, I just want to be friends. But maybe I'm also very much whipped to this person ✊

OKI THATS ALL

THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY WEIRD ASS 👏