Oblivion -ATEEZ WOOYOUNG-

Thantophobia

I arrived at school and immediately went to sign the papers for entering the club.
„Hello?"
„How can I help you?"
„I want to join the ballet club."
She looked at me for a while.
„You know how to dance ballet?"
„I danced ballet in middle school.It's just I need to get into it again it's been a few years since I danced."
„Hm...Alright I will give you a chance.Sign here."
I nodded.

On the campus I searched for Wooyoung until he stood in front of me.
„Are you searching for me?"
„Yes, I have something to tell you."
„Did you decide?"
„I signed....the papers for the club.I already joined."
„Really?!" his serious face faded and he started smiling.
„So keep your promise too and help me with the fashion week."
„No problem, I will do that." I sighed.
„I can't believe you got me to join the club."
„Look it isn't as bad as you thought right?"
„Why were you so obsessed with me joining the club?"

„Did you forget what you told me?You said ballerinas die twice once when they stop dancing-„
„And once when they stop breathing.That's why?"
He scratched the back of his head.
I smiled.He still remembered it.

It's finally weekend.It was a long week...
„Let's meet at Haru's company tomorrow and check out the outfits."
„Sure I will pick you up." I nodded.

After school

I arrived home and as soon as I opened the door I was suprised.
„Uncle! Hana, aunt!" I ran towards them and gave them a hug.
„How long has it been since I saw my princess."my uncle said.
„Dad I am getting jealous!" Hana said.

„Look at your face you lost so much weight!" my aunt said worried.
„I am totally fine now that I saw you guys."
„We are gonna stay for the weekend is that ok sis?"
Hana asked.
„Of course it is." I loved them so much...they were always there for me since my family passed away....

„Uncle, you guys should visit me more often."
„I am sorry dear, there is so much going on in the company right now."
„I heard about it Hana made a new product right?"
„Yes she did.." she was so talented.She loved make up more than anything.I didn't even have a little bit of interest in make up and I have to lead the company in the future.That's really worriesome.

„We will take care of the company until you finish your studies, so don't worry about a thing."
„I am always thankful for that."
„Haewon you should at least put on some concealer or something like that.Look at your dark circles."
„Really? I am stressed because of school these few days." Hana was 2 years younger than me and she was like my little sister....she reminds me so much of her.She would be the same age as her if she was alive.....

„Hana go help your mother in the kitchen I need to talk to Haewon."
„Is everything ok?"
„That's what I want to ask."
„You can't sleep again right?"
„Ha you caught me."
„Haewon I-„
„I went to the doctor.I am getting treatment so don't worry."
„I am always here for you.Never forget that."
„Thanks uncle for everything."
„Come on you two dinner is ready."
I loved it when they came over.It always made me forget the bad things and it felt like I was with my family...it made me happy.

Saturday

I woke up and got ready.Hana slept in my room and she also woke up.
„Where are you going?"
„Helping Haru with his fashion week."
„Really?! Let me go with you I want to do your make up." I looked at her and thought:
„Why not? Stand up and get ready.Wooyung will pick us up."
„Wait Wooyoung? Your first love?!"
„Yup let's talk about it later."
I shoved her into the bathroom.

„Wooyoung I am here." I hurried we were late because Hana needed so much time to get ready.
„Why did you take so long?"
„Well because of her."
„Hey Wooyoung it's been such a long time."
„Who are you?"
„Wow you don't remember me?"
„Wait Hana is that-„
„Guys we are already late so let's hurry up."
„Get in."Wooyoung said and I looked at his car.
„ I didn't know that you have a car."
„Yes let's get in I thought we are late."

When we arrived at Haru's company he was suprised to see us.
„What are you guys doing here?" I didn't tell him that Wooyoung agreed.
„Suprise! We are here to help you with the fashion week leave the make up to me."Hana said excited.
„Nice to see you Hana.Haewon can we talk?"

I went to him as he wanted to talk alone.
„I told you you don't need to do that.Why did you join the club?"
„And I told you I will help you, so please just accept it."
„But what about you?"
„I am fine.Trust me."
„Alright."

We talked about the fashion week and the outfits we are gonna wear.
„And this outfit is the highlight you two will enter at the same time at the end of the show."
We went inside to change and Hana took care of our make up.
„You look so beautiful."Hana said and I smiled.
„Thanks to you."

I left the changing room and saw Wooyoung, who had already changed and waited for me to come out.
I couldn't turn my eyes away from him.He looked so perfect.My heart started to beat like crazy...oh no that's bad.I couldn't hold my feelings back anymore.I need to get myself together he is just a friend don't get dumped again idiot.I already lost him once I can't lose him again come to your senses Haewon.

Wooyoung P.O.V

She looked so beautiful.I mean she always was beautiful but today she was looking gorgeous.
My heart is beating again like crazy and it hurted knowing she loves someone else....I could do anything just for her to look at me again...but if she is happy I can't take that happiness away from her.I can't lose her again so I am gonna remain as a friend...

„What do you think Hana?" I came back to reality and looked at Haru.
„It will be success."
„Then I am relieved."
„You guys can go change.See you next week."

Haru P.O.V

I hated it....the look at their faces said it all.They longed for each other but I was selfishly standing in between of them.I know that Haewon has feelings left for him but I can't let her go. I am afraid of losing her.I am such a jerk...

Thantophobia; the phobia of losing someone you love.

🌸Well you guys must have noticed the weird words I used for every chapter of this story I thought it will be more interesting like that.First I write the story, then I search for the word which could fit but I hope I will have enough words for the next chapters😂That's it for today.See you next time.🌸