Bad Boy's Diary - The New Girl ✔️

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Bad Boy's Diary — The New Girl

A/N: hi everyone, the first book of bad boy's diary- The New Girl is ending soon. Thank you for your continuous support and your patience the last three years. I'll talk about the future plans at the end of the chapter. Enjoy! xx

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Nayeon
"Hey wild child, look over here!"

"Any new bae this time?"

"Why didn't you bring any of your many flings with you today?"

The camera were flashing continuously and I was blinded by them and the never ending questions from these celebrity paparazzi.

Irene's parties alway made headlines. Why? She invites all the media and Kpop stars via her connection they have with her family's business.

I am just here to talk things out with Yoongi and Jennie. I needed closure.

Walking in to the venue, I grabbed a stranger's wrist, "Have you seen Yoongi?"

"I think he's by the drinks area."

"Thanks."

As I approached the bar, Jennie and I crossed paths. She rolled her eyes as we exchanged eye contact and turned around.

"Jennie," I caught up to her, "Seriously, can we talk?"

"Argh, who are you?"

"Please?"

"Nayeon, last I recall, we don't have anything left to say. Let's just move on, for goodness sake."

"B-but," I called her out, only to be interrupted by someone else.

"Hey Jen, I want you to meet Jaemin."

"If you would excuse me."

Seoul Soul: I guess some people do not know how to read the room. Our little wild child was looking for a reconciliation but she's left alone in the room, counselling herself mentally.

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"Hey, aren't you Nayeon? The girl who's always at the club?"

"No, I'm not. Go away." I replied, as I downed my fourth glass of vodka.

"Never mind that, why are you alone here? Don't you have any friends?"

"It's none of your business. Go away." This guy is being a pain in the ass, like leave me alone.

"Don't you get it? She clearly states that she wants to be alone," Jungkook came up, "Fuck off now, would you?"

The man left and I thanked Jungkook. "So, have you seen Yoongi around? I really need to talk to him, you know, get some closure like I've mentioned the other day we talked."

"Yeah, last I saw he was at the bathroom." Jungkook helped me up from my seat as I walked towards the bathroom. "I'll help you there."

While walking towards the bathroom, I was mentally stabilising myself and preparing about the things I want to talk about. What went wrong with us? All I did was a dare which I did not agree to... Why did things have to blow up this big?

As we approached the said bathroom, Jungkook opened the door and standing there smoking was Yoongi mingling with the other smokers.

"Everybody out!" Jungkook's voice boomed. Within seconds, the boys, stubbed their cigarettes out on the ashtray and scattered out with Jungkook. Yoongi and I stood face to face as silence deemed upon us. He took a deep puff and exhale the smoke into my face, causing me to cough at the unfamiliar scent. "Start talking or I'll leave," his deep voice echoed in the empty bathroom.

"I don't get it... You got my hopes high and then I saw what you wrote in your diary. I am confused, so do you like me or?" I tried my best to phrase my words as logically as possible as I felt a little lightheaded with the alcohol in me.

He chuckled, "Since you read my diary, you should already know the answer."

"Thing is that's not a proper closure I wanted, which is why I am asking you. The past few months felt like crap, I felt like I was on the verge of drowning with the world turned against me. You think I like whatever's happening? You think I love who I am right now, with all my friends ignoring me and making me seemed like a bad cop. Yes, I did accept Jungkook's deal initially but everything changed after we met and got closer. I hate admitting defeat, if there's even any, but here's me swallowing my damn pride telling you that I actually like you as a person. Hell, I saw you more than a friend and this is all I got? I told Jungkook I wasn't going to help him anymore as soon as we became friends because you didn't deserved to be played like that and no one else deserves this..." I swallowed my pride and mumbled, "I really miss you..." as a tear slid down my cheek, unable to make eye contact with him.

Bing! A notification bell rang and he whipped his phone out.

SS: JUST IN: Here's karma late little gift for our wild child from her partner in crime, Jungkook. Want to know what's the gift? Head to the bathroom at level two to find out.

Within seconds, crowds started to gather out of the bathroom Yoongi and I were standing in.

SS: Mirror mirror on the wall, who's that wild child who can't stop sleeping around? Apparently, she slept with more than one guy in this crowd... But who are the lucky bastards? That's something I'd never spill because I'm not Mr Heartthrob...

Yoongi

"I really miss you..." She uttered.

'I miss you too' my heart said. Should I say it back too? It hurts to see her cry...

And all it took was a notification from SS to stop me from reciprocating the feeling. I couldn't believe her, we had all the talks about our future and saving our first time until marriage but she broke her promise on that... And a part of me still can't fully forget and forgo the betrayal from her. I really need time away from her to recover from this.

"You're unbelievable," I told her and she caught my arm.

"I'm telling you, no, I did not do it," she said in agony written in her eyes. I pulled my arm away from her, "SS never lies..."

"Do you really not trust me? Even after all these time spent together?"

"I got fooled once and I won't be fooled again," I mumbled loud enough for the both of us to hear. 

"What do you want me to do so that we could build back what we've lost?" Nayeon said with a sigh.

"Leave, and never come back. For if you ever come back, I'll make you regret."

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Seoul Soul: Regrets? I wonder who would be the one regretting. Until then, you know where to find me, kiddos. I am just one click away!¡

A/N: hello all, as promised, here's a quick update on the future plans on this book. I plan to take a break from this book. basically, i wrote this book (out of boredom & for fun) when i was 18 and now that i'm 21, i have other commitments and i realised that i do not have the time to really sit down and to brainstorm and to write a plot. i remembered how i actually have the book covers for a book 2 & 3 for Bad Boy's Diary, hell i even got the plot all ready. right now, i would try to finish up this book 1 ASAP (by july 2021) and probably take a break from wattpad. till now, i'm really thankful to whoever has been supporting me and for being really patient with my slow updates. my mind's in a mess but anyways, tbh i don't even know why are there even people reading this... have a great day.

also, pretty funny how my chapters are released near twice's comeback dates LOL bye

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