existence within earth

t h r e e

...and we bartered hearts at our first goodbye.

You carried mine and I carried yours, —

I was so jittered to break it, it felt so fragile and delicate — yet full of summer and mountain views at the morning cold breeze,

I framed it inside a shielded place, around near my childhood away from my rage — anger, cause you were and are the closest thing to that sweet moment of running recklessly around the fields, having my heart beat like deranged — hyper, as if the world could hear it and say,

«She's alive, — inlove»

Small caves of happiness fell in depth on my skin whenever we talked,

they were harsh, edges, 

softened with the joy of happiness running through the corners of my mouth

I kept smiling for such a long time, I feared, — I forgot how to look angry, cause you kept visiting my mind with so much charm and complaisance, 

I hardly found anything better than having you on my mind.