March 15, 1940

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March 19, 1940

Dear Diary,

I am truly frightened! I am writing now, hoping to chase away the dark shadows that never cease their haunting. I am crouched behind a bush, praying the soldiers don't find me. I had spent the whole of last night drifting in and out of dreamless sleep, and as a result I woke up this morning disoriented and groggy. I threw on my old sweater and headed off to paint fences. I walked into the run down building as I do on any other day, but this time Mr. Wilson simply stared at me, his eyes glued to my sleeve. I looked down, and a yellow star caught my eye. I had worn the wrong sweater! I hadn't ripped the star's seam off this one. I was basically advertising to the world that I was a Jew! This grave mistake would surely be the cause of my death. Mr. Wilson reached a shaky finger out and pointed it at me.

"Jew!" he shouted. "Jew!" he walked to the door on unsturdy legs and called to the Nazi soldiers on the streets.

I had made a break for it, and ran as fast as my nimble legs could carry me. The soldiers were not far behind, and the moment they were out of sight, I crouched behind this bush. They're here, though. I can hear the crunch of the leaves under their boots. They smell of tobacco, and i hate them for smelling like Papa. I hope I can make it safely home. I'm paying extra careful attention to the leaves around me and the way the wind feels, because I can tell I won't be back outside for a very long time.

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