No words / Yeonjun

Chapter 3

Yeonjun

I know i'm being childish but I can't help it. The way she treated me yesterday left a big scar on me. It was fustrating on why I felt like this. If she would just talk to me I would have treated her better.

I keep on moving when she's doing my makeup. Tilting my head up and down, left and right. Blinking my eyes rapidly while she's applying eye shadow. I know she's trying her best not to get mad. I hear her breathing hard to calm down. Am I bad that I find this amusing?

Well I just did something that made her head popped off. Apparently I just opened my eyes when she was trying to apply the eyeliner, it causes the tip of the eyeliner to the side of my eye, smudging it.

She dropped the eyeliner and looked at me in the eye with a menancing glare. I was waiting for her to blow off but she didn't. I wanted her to say something. I desperately want to hear her voice but why is she silent. God, i'm so childish.

She plucked out a cotton tissue to wipe off the smudge and picked up the eyeliner again. I felt bad a little but why the hell is she so patient, just let out your voice and i'll be satisfied. The length I go to get to hear her voice. I'm pathetic.

"Sorry..." my voice came out quietly while she work on the eyeliner.

She stopped before letting out a sigh and then continued. It was warm and my body all goes electrified. The moment I opened my eyes, it's like the air was kicked out of my lungs. Her stunning brown eyes looking down on me straight in my eyes. It felt like the whole world stopped and only both of us was there. Her beautiful doe eyes, high cheekbones, pink plump lips were the only thing I can see.

Soobin's calling snapped me out of my daze. My body felt all warm and my heart was beating way too fast. Her cheeks were red and her eyes were moving quickly to avoid my gaze. It effected her also and it sure made me smile.

Soobin was suddenly by my side as I turned to my right. Haeryeon moved to somewhere else. I guessed she's done with my makeup.

"Why are you taking so long?" Soobin complained as he looked at me while crossing his arms.

"I'm done now. Don't be a brat. Come on." I hopped off of my chair and went straight to the members.

Haeryeon

Stupid, stupid, stupid and dumb. You weren't supposed to feel this way. No heart beating, no butterflies in the stomach but you just had to feel this way. Damn you! Kang Haeryeon. It's just the way he looked at me, the way he teased me and the way he was mad at me. It was too damn cute. I know he was mad at me because of yesterday.

I shouldn't be feeling this way. He's an idol for godsake and idols don't date. I shut my eyes and remembered a pair of dark brown eyes staring at me deeply with bright yellow hair. It's amazing that all kinds of colour can fit him like he was born with it. My mind clowded with the thoughts of him. This is all wrong. Maybe i'm just attracted to him. Yeah, that could be it. He's handsome, of course people would be attracted. Just an attraction.

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Nope, not just an attraction. Everytime I looked at him, my stomach just flipped. Even when he does nothing, my cheeks went all red. I have it bad like so bad. I got all nervous when I have to fix his makeup. He probably had noticed it and thought what a pathetic girl I am. Just a look from him had my knees all week.

My brain is occupied by him every second, every minute, every hour, everytime. This is too bad to the point I have to quit but I can't just quit. I worked too hard to land a job here and who else would hire a makeup stylist who can't talk.

Yeonjun

Am I hallucinating or everytime I look at her, she would be blushing or fidgeting in her spot? She looks fucking cute. Is she bothered by me after what happened? She's avoiding my gaze when she's fixing my makeup. It's like her body was resisting me. I smirked to myself. She's too fucking cute too resist.

Is it too early to be feeling something for her when I only met her for like 2 weeks?. Her attitude just keeps bothering me to the point that I only think of her even before going to sleep.

We were told to control our feelings ever since we were trainees and I've controlled it like a pro. But just one look from her got me all messed up. We weren't banned from dating but we have to avoid dating in our early days. We're humans after all, we have feelings, we have wants. Being an idol doesn't mean that we can't have that.

But I shouldn't be too rash on my feelings. I need more confirmation to what i'm feeling right now. It might just be attraction. I'm gonna find out by my own way. I would find a way for her to talk to me and face me like a ma-... Wait not a man but a normal person. Yeah, a normal person.

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