No words / Yeonjun

Chapter 6

Haeryeon

I woke up this morning with a headache, maybe because I cried too much yesterday. I went straight home after embarassing myself. I didn't dwell on what I heard and I just told myself that I don't care what people say. Fuck them!

Now I'm dreading myself to go to work. The reason is I don't want to see Yeonjun, in fact I cried in front of him and all other things that are embarassing that I can think of. I don't know how to face him and the fact that he probably knew that I'm mute now doesn't calm me. I doubt that he will hate me or anything cause he is the nicest human being but I'm just worried I guess.

I bring myself to shower and I spent a lot of time in there just to ease myself from being anxious. I just hope that everything goes back to the way it was or maybe not. Maybe I don't want to cause I want him to be close to me than before. Ugh, I don't know...

This is really freaking me out. Showering for too long is not gonna help me. I stepped out of the cubicle and wrapped myself in a towel. Getting ready to go to work. I dress myself with a tank top covered by a blazer and a straight cut pants. This is good.

Not gonna lie but I was a little excited to go to work after what happened yesterday. It's weird cause I cried my eyeballs out yesterday but not because of that, it's because of him the one and only. Choi Yeonjun. That superstar. I know I'm developing feeling for him but who can resist. I know his fans has some feelings that are too real for him cause he's just too perfect. This is getting out of hand for me, his past stylist even got fired because some of them harboured feelings for him and he became uncomfortable to the point where they got fired.

What if he gets uncomfortable with me?

I don't want that. I truly don't want that. I mean he's massively kind to me and I want to stay by his side even if it meant by just being his stylist. I should keep my feelings controlled where it would be kept deep in my heart where no one could reach it. It sounds so cringy but its the truth. I can't let him know and maybe getting fired.

Not even one second at my workplace, I already feel like I would fail cause there he is in his glory. His face smiling brightly making his eyes squint until you can't see his eyes. He looks beautiful and cute.

I'm a mess

I think he felt my stare cause he tilt his head to my side, holding my gaze with his eyes staring at me softly and god that smile, that lovely smile makes my heart melt literally. This is not fair, he can't do this to me. I return his smile with a smile that is so wide that it hurt my cheeks. I think it would be creepy to him. What am I doing?

I went my way to him slowly as he was looking at me the whole time. My cheeks are probably red from all the blushing. When I was in front of him, he still looked at me like he was trying to look into my soul. I couldn't tear of my gaze also as I was looking at him in the eyes.

Yeonjun

A coughing sound broke the heat and I lowered my gaze to see where the sound came from. The head stylist was behind us. I'm sure she is here to give Haeryeon the guide for today. After the incident yesterday, my mind couldn't stop thinking about her and not that I mind but it kept growing. My mind was so full of her that I didn't know what we are going to do today. Mostly I would check the schedules before going to sleep but I was busy thinking about her that I forgot.

The memory of her crying still bothered me but I knew why she was crying. She didn't deserved all that. She deserves the world. Even if she couldn't talk, she managed to survived this cruel world. She is so beautiful and brave to the point that it breaks my heart. I'm falling for her hard and fast and it has only been 2 weeks since I met her. But I knew what I was feeling is true cause no one has ever made me feel like this before. She's the one for me and no one can ever tell me the other way.

I'm gonna make her mine and protect her from the people who treats her like trash. All she deserve is to be treated like a queen and I'm gonna do it. I hope my fans support me and open up their eyes to see how great she is cause I know she is a wonderful person someone could wish for.

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She's been avoiding my eyes since she started on my makeup and I think I knew the reason why. She was probably embarassed that I had seen her cry but I don't want her to think that cause she looks beautiful even while crying. I want her to look me in the eyes so I just keep on looking at her, never tearing my gaze of off her.

Haeryeon

Why does he keep looking at me? I feel like my body is on fire. His heated gaze is making me squirm. I can't even look at him without my heart beating so fast. This is so bad. I need him to close his eyes for me to do his eye makeup. How do I tell him without telling him?

Oh god, save me!

I look into his eyes and I feel like something struck me. His gaze pulling me deeper and it felt like we were the only in this world. His gaze held so much affection and adoreness. I couldn't look away.

This man is gonna be the death of me.

"Haeryeon.." The way my name fell out from his lips was like honey dripping from his lips. It was so sweet and soft. It made my wall break down and I just want to give him everything, my heart, my soul, my body. I'm just gone forever.

Yeonjun

I wanna kiss her so badly. She dropped her gaze to my lips and back to my eyes and god she just bites her lower lips. She's so sexy. My blood is pumping and I know my eyes holds desire to pull her in my arms and kisses the hell out of her but I didn't cause we are in a room full of people. So I dropped my gaze to something else. We both sighed loudly. I could tell that we're both disappointed but don't worry, when the time comes I will kiss the hell out of her until both of us couldn't breathe. That's how badly I want her.

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