Nothing Without You | Yoon Jeonghan (Completed)

Chapter-1

He was running so fast. I was trying to keep up with his pace but I failed. I stopped because of breathlessness.

"Seokmin wait, I'm tired." I said while panting. He turns his face around while running and says with a sweet smile.

"I can't stop. I'm sorry Y/N."

I smile in return but soon it turns into a frown as I see a dead end ahead of Seokmin. I try to stop him.

"Seokmin stop. Seokmin, there's nothing ahead." I yell but he doesn't stop. I start running as fast as possible to stop him but it was too late. He reached the edge and jumped off.

"Seokmin." I wake up shouting and began to cry. It was a nightmare again. I was panting hard. Suddenly, the door of my room opens and a worried Jisoo Unnie comes inside and hugs me.

"Was it about Seokmin again?" She asks while rubbing my back. I nod and wipe my tears.

"Everything will be alright Y/N, do you want me to sleep with you?" She says after a pause.

"No. I want to be alone." I reply weakly.

She sighs and leaves the room without forcing me anymore. She understood me well. It was 5 am in the morning. I was having nightmares quite often now.

These nightmares started after my whole life changed 5 months ago. These 5 months were sad, depressing and lonesome. It's been 5 months since I lost him. It's like I don't have a reason to live anymore.

I thought of ending my life a few times, but then I always end up thinking about those who still love me. Since I've lost someone I loved dearly, I can tell that it's very painful to lose someone you love.

His thoughts cover my mind again. I could still remember his smile, his laughter, his fragrance, his dorky jokes, his hugs, his kisses, his comfort. I could still feel him. It feels like he is still with me. It feels like he didn't go anywhere.

A smile appears on my face along with few tears. I wipe them immediately. I can't cry. I know he wouldn't like it. He never liked to see me cry. I should be happy because I've all those beautiful memories I made with him. Yes, I should be happy now.

I get out of my bed with positive thoughts. After arranging my bed neatly, I take a shower. I then go out of my room and see Jisoo Unnie in the kitchen, making breakfast.

"Good Morning Unnie." I greet her.

"Good Morning Y/N. Breakfast is almost ready. Sit down." She says with her usual smile.

"You should've called me for help." I say while sitting down.

"Why bother you? When I can do this alone. It's the least I could do for my precious cousin anyway." She winks and serves the breakfast. I cringe.

"I seriously can't understand you, at one moment you are an angel, at next you are a devil." I say and grin.

"Y/N baby, do you want to eat or not?" She glares. I grin.

"I was just kidding Unnie, chill." I reply. We both laugh.

After doing the dishes, we both go to our rooms to get ready. Unnie knocks at my door after 20 minutes and asks me to hurry up. I check everything and exit my room.

We both exit our apartment, lock it and go to Unnie's car. Unnie starts driving. After 10 minutes of drive, she drops me at Lee Industries a.k.a my office and leaves to her store.

Unnie owned a clothing line which was quite successful now. It was always Jisoo Unnie's dream to be a fashion designer. I lived with my uncle's family or you can say Jisoo unnie's family since my parents died, almost 12 years ago. They treated me like their own daughter.

We moved to Toronto 10 years ago. 4 years back, Uncle and Aunt decided to go back to Korea but me and Unnie didn't want to go so we decided to stay. We miss them sometimes.

I sigh and enter my office. My desolated office. I turn on the lights. There was no one in sight as usual. I enter the CEO's room and sit on my chair. I check the time on my watch, it was 7 am means company's lawyer could be here any minute. I start studying few files. After few minutes someone knocks at my room's door.

"Come in." I say. Mr Edward comes inside and greet me. I greet him back.

"Sorry to keep you waiting. I was stuck in traffic. I know you are here just for the meeting. I'm sorry." He says embarrassed.

"It's no problem at all, Mr Edward. We should start now. " I reply humbly.

After almost an hour of discussion, he comes on a conclusion.

"Y/N, all this property is not even worth half the loan's amount. If the regular installment didn't reach on time, the entire property will be auctioned by next month. I hope you'll act wisely. I'll take my leave now. Goodbye." He says and leaves.

I was in tension. I couldn't think of a solution. I didn't want this company to be auctioned. I've to do something. But what can I do? Worries surround me as I exit my office. I go to the gift and decoration shop where I work part time.

Since Lee Industries aren't doing any business, I've to do a part time job. Jisoo unnie tried stopping me from working part time and offered me her help, but I denied since I don't want to be a burden on anyone.

After completing my shift, i went to meet Chan. He wanted to have lunch with me, so why not. Honestly speaking, whenever I meet him, I forget about all my worries. I reached the restaurant's address.

I spot an empty table in the corner. I sit down their and start to wait for him while playing with my phone. Suddenly someone sits opposite to me.

"Hi Y/N-ah!" He says.

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So, the first chapter is out lovely readers. As I told you before, my next book is gonna be of Seventeen, so here it is and the male lead is none other than Yoon Jeonghan. Right?🤔Is he or is he not? Well, he can be male protagonist😇 or antagonist😈 Your questions will be answered soon. Keep reading and supporting. Don't forget to vote and comment💜
Also wishing a very Happy Birthday
🎂🎂 to our handsome Wen JunHui of SEVENTEEN 🎉🎉 This man deserves all the love😍😚