falling flower | han jisung

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                          hyunjin pov
"thank you for training me today hyunjin!" she exclaimed, i couldn't help but laugh a bit, "of course y/n, hopefully jisung isn't late tomorrow." i said stretching, "hyunjin i need you in my office. now." i heard chan's voice, "well y/n we're done for the day so you can go do whatever you want, i have to go see chan hyung." i said smiling and waving one last time, i walked  out of the training room.
changbin was running around frantically looking for something, "hyunjin ah have you seen jisung he left un announced and chans angry." he exclaimed panicking, chans angry? jisung left? what the hell is happening, "i haven't seen him, do you know why chan hyung is angry?" i asked him. he shook his head, i nodded and continued on my way over to chans office.

i knocked on the door, waiting for him to answer. i heard a soft come in, "you wanted to see me chan hyung?" i asked, he nodded and made a gesture for me to set down. "why didn't you wake jisung up for his training with y/n today?" he asked firmly looking at me, "hyung i only helped her with the basics waiting for him to come. he didn't show up whatsoever." i explained, my heartbeat quickened.

"jisung told me, he wants you to train her. he doesn't want to do it anymore, do you know why?" he asked again i shook my head, "because he saw you doing it! he saw you helping her, he got the wrong idea again, and he's pissed off by it! hyunjin you know how he gets!" he yelled making me flinch, "woah woah how the hell was i supposed to know he would get pissed off by me doing his job? it's not my fault he refuses to acknowledge that she's not the same kid she was when he knew her!" i exclaimed standing up as well.

"look chan, jisung left according to changbin, so you yelling at me won't make this situation any better!" i yelled again starting to get more angry, he calmed down but he looked alarmed now, "jisung isnt here anymore?" he asked quietly, he looked more scared then angry.
"from what changbin said is that you both were pissed off, and he left after leaving your office, i don't know." i said glaring. i couldn't help but want to blame cham
for the disappearance of jisung, "hyunjin what if nct has him?!" he exclaimed grabbing his belongs, "wait- what?!" i exclaimed rushing out of chans office nct couldn't have jisung, even if they did how the hell would he let himself get caught?!

                     y/n pov
i was taking a stroll after hyunji had left, and i seen a familiar face, "jisung?" i called out, he looked at me he had puffy eyes? "are you okay?" i asked once reaching him, i was going to put my hand on his shoulder but he shrugged me away, "why do you keep trying to care for me? i told you before that we weren't friends didnt i?" he said staring at me, "you're interesting. i feel i've met you before, so i want to know you." i said. he looked amused?

"interesting? y/n do you want to know who i am? do you want to know why we killed your father?" he exclaimed laughing, "we used to be friends! we used to best friends for gods sake! but you know what happened? we grew apart! you forgot about me, so why start caring about me now! you barely know who i am now!" he exclaimed, he looked like he was going to start crying.

"you know why your fathers so hated? because he ran a powerful gang! not even a gang a mafia for gods sake! we wanted to keep you safe, not even them i wanted to keep you safe! but you're constantly with hyunjin, so y/n tell
me do you really want to know who i am? or do you just pity me?" he finished off standing up, he was about to walk away, "jisung wait!" i called putting but he continued walking away.

and just like that, i knew that he wasn't a bad person, or rude on purpose. it was my fault, i was the only one to blame for this. he walked away as i stayed put.

next thing i knew i blacked out.