falling flower | han jisung

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                        jisung pov
i felt like shit, i shouldn't have lashed out at her like that. i reached the dorms, "i'm home!" i said taking my shoes off chan and hyunjin came rushing out to see me, "where the hell were you?!" they exclaimed i stared at them wide eyed trying to process what they said, "i went on a walk?" i said it sounded more like a question though.
chan sighed in relief, he then pulled me into a hug. "thank god nothing bad happened to you! do you know where y/n went?" he asked, and the guilt came back, i shouldn't have left her alone especially knowing there was an attack planned against us. "well?" hyunjin asked, "i uh, i ran into her on my walk, i ended up lashing out on her though with really intending to..." i said scratching the back of my head, chan and hyunjin looked at me wide eyed, "jisung you didn't even bother telling her to follow you back?!" chan exclaimed, "jisung what if soething bad happened to her? she only has basic training you dumbass!" hyunjin exclaimedhim and chan putting their shoes on grabbing my arm. "woah woah-." i couldnt even finsih my sentence they were already dragging me with them.

"jisung show us where you two were!" chan exclaimed, he was worried about her. let's face it we all were, i would never admit it out loud but i hope she's okay, "there's a note on the car chan hyung." hyunjin said quickly speeding iver to it,
"we have y/n, she's quite dumb if i say so myself. however why did that han boy leave her? didn't he know we had our eyes on her for awhile now? he father had a lot of money that we wanted. we can probably get it out of her anyways, our attack will happen soon don't let your guard down! toodles - nct" he read out, i started panicking.

they overheard me. they heard what i said, they knew about her before. "chan i'm getting her back." i said and took off, i don't care who were to see me. i don't care who was watching, i was getting y/n back. they needed her— no i needed her.
it doesn't matter how much i deny it. i know that i care for her.

i kept running and running until i made it to the nct mansion? i knew i needed backup so i stayed where i was, i needed my phone, i found it in my pocket, and called chan, "hyung? i'm at ncts mansion, send backup. including yourself i'm gonna find a way in." i said before hanging up, he was going to scold me one way or another might as well do it trying to save someone.

i managed to get in through a window, which seemed to lead into a bathroom. i needed to be silent. they can't know i'm in here. they'll either kill me or they'll hold me hostage.
i managed to get out of the bathroom
stiffly, making sure no one was coming. i ran to find another hiding spot which conveniently was in a room that had someone in it? it looked like y/n, so i rushed quickly over to see who it was.

it was y/n, i sighed in relief. however she was knocked out? "y/nv? hey wake up." i said lightly in hopes she would without being too loud, i shook her. until she woke up, obviously lightly so it wouldn't make too much noise. she finally woke up after some minutes of trying, "jisung? why are you here? where are we?" she asked, i shushed her so no one could hear us.
"i came to look for you dumbass, nct took you, this is apart of their attack." i explained quickly standing up looking for a way out quietly.

"i thought you hated me, why did you come to find me?" she asked again this time she sounded more upset, i felt guilty again. i didn't hate her, i couldn't bring myself to hate her. it's not her fault her father had tried to erase me completely from her life. or her fault her mother thought i was a bad influence on her, "i don't hate you, i never hated you." i stated firmly, she needed to know that i cared for her.

i turned around to look at her, she was already staring at me. realization hit me, i loved her. i would never be able to tell her that, nor anyone else. but i loved her, i never stopped loving her.
my phone started ringing snapping me out of my thoughts. it was chan, "we're here jisung, what's the plan." he asked, i stared at y/n, "to get her out of here before i go and look for lucas." i stated, they didn't need to know why i needed to
find him.

neither did she, they would question it. "lucas? by yourself do you want backup?" he asked again, "no, i'm going to talk to him." i explained staring at y/n still, "i'll get her out through the bathroom window. make sure felix or hyunjins there to get her." i said.
he said okay then hung up, "come on y/n we'll get you out of here." i said helping her stand up, "why are you going to talk to lucas?" she asked. the silence in the air. how do i explain to her, that he's part of the reason her father died? that he turned them against us.

"just business." i said taking her hand rushing quickly to the bathroom, "i'm going to lift you up okay?" i asked her she nodded, i picked her up and put her to
the window, "climb out now hyunjin or felix will be there to take you to chan to make sure you have no injuries okay? i'll be back as soon as you can count okay?" i told her, i cut myself off for saying anything else.

she got out of the window safely, and now it's my time to go and see lucas. i snuck out of the bathroom, hoping they wouldn't see me or hear me, i made to the end of the corridor. hoping to find lucas, "bingo." i whisper as i seen him talking to someone younger than him.
he ended up spotting me, and heard him say, "hold on ma'am i have something to do quickly." he said making his way towards me.

"han how the hell did you get in here?" he exclaimed grabbing his gun, but i beat him to it, pointing it at him. "the question is, why the hell did you kidnap y/n?" i asked him.
he stared at me, "they kidnapped her? what the hell?" he asked, he's playing dumb, "you're not very good at acting dumbass." i said taking the safety off the gun.

"lucas, lets make it clear, just because you like the same girl i do doesn't mean you can kidnap her. leave her out of this, no wonder you sucked up to her parents." i said, he was smirking. "han you're funny. really! why would i need to kidnap her? she doesn't like you, you aren't anything!" he exclaimed, i shot him. i said it was a talk. but i shot him. i made a run for the entrance, the bathroom and climbed out of the window.

i spotted chan in the distance and sprinted towards him, "go! for gods sake just go, i shot him!" i exclaimed they looked startled and we all headed back, so much for it being a simple talk.

it's a war now.