falling flower | han jisung

- thirteen -

                 flashback // your pov
i was running around my friends,we were playing tag. "y/n one day you have to promise to marry me!" the boy with black hair shouted. i giggled, "okay jisung!" i exclaimed.
my parents came home, and disapproved of jisung. they thought he was a bad influence on me, although. we were young jisung was my first real friend.

the other boy came up to us, "you guys can't get married what about me!" the boy whined, we both laughed. "seungminnie you can live with us!" jisung exclaimed, "y/l/n y/n come in this instant." your father shouted firmly, we all started sulking.

          flashback over//third person
"y/n? y/n! wake up!" you heard someone shout, you weren't sure who it was but you knew you were being shaken. you open your eyes, to see a worried seungmin. "are you okay?? oh my god was it something i said?" he asked worriedly relaxing a bit seeing you awake. you nodded your head showing you were fine, "seungmin, i think-." "okay we're here!" chan exclaimed waking everyone else up, seungmin looked at me before we got out of the van.

"what were you going to say y/n?" he asked, "ah that i think you're pretty interesting and we should do photography together!" you lied. you never lied before but you didn't know how to handle this information. jisung and seungmin were your friends. but only jisung remembers you. seungmin smiled and nodded, "well we should go inside now." he said.
we made our way inside and chan told me to come and talk to him, "are you okay? what happened on the way here?" he asked worriedly.

"i think seungmin might be apart of my past." you couldn't help but not want to have that exposed. you didn't wany anything to happen, jisung already told you. he used to be your best friend, he used to be something you wanted forever.
yet he didn't seem to want that anymore, "i'm sorry but you think seungmin is apart of tour past? along with jisung?" chan asked not believing what you were saying.

"look i know it's hard to believe but i blacked out after seungmin told me about himself." you said, "please please i need to know the other members maybe there's something going on that lined up with it." you pleaded, chan looked skeptical at first.
"fine." he said, "however is there anyone you want to know better first?" he asked, you shook your head, "you can if you want. i already know seungmin, i need the rest but you can go now since i'm here." you explained. he nodded.

"my names bang chan, christopher bang, i'm 23, i have two younger siblings however i needed to leave them behind. my parents were against me, i wanted to me a musician. i got into the wrong crowd, i ended up almost getting arrested then i met jisung. he was as helpless as i was, so i took him in. we met hyunjin, he was lost. the reason stray kids formed is to help us, the helpless." he finished off with a smile.

you looked at him, "christopher bang? weren't you a wanted a criminal?" you asked disbelieving what you heard, he nodded. "i know it's scary, but i didn't do anything. look the whole gang is wanted. but we only want to help protect people. not harm them." he continued. you sighed, you weren't necessarily scared of them. they're good people. your mother would never approve though.

"thank you for telling me about yourself chan." you said smiling he nodded and waved, "go get your room, share with one of the members if you want to even." he said laughing you nodded and made your way to the rooms, "y/n do you want to share a room with me?" you heard someone call, it was changbin. you didn't expect him to want to share with you, "sure." you smiled to him and made your way to the room.

"you know han likes you still right?" he asked as you got in and you started putting yourself stuff away. "he doesn't show it." you mumbled, you knew you liked jisung. you couldn't deny that, but what if he doesn't even want anything to do with you? "he's awkward, you haven't seen how he acted with minho? or felix? hell even chan and hyunjin when they're near you?" he asked, "he gets angry. he only wants you to himself." he laughed, "but don't worry. i know he likes you. he can't deny it even after i'd jealousy in the van." changbin finished.

you were at a loss of words, he was jealous? of who? minho? "changbin i'm gonna take a little walk i'll be back soon." you said before leaving the room, you seen jeongin, "oh hey y/n where are you going?" he asked standing up and stretching, "just a little walk. you can come if you want." you offered, his face lit up and nodded, "it'll be nice getting to know you!" he exclaimed you both made your way outside after saying you're going on a quick walk.

"tell me about yourself jeongin." you asked, you wanted to know him. he seemed like a sweet kid. "i'm yang jeongin, i'm 18, i have two siblings, my parents didn't really want me. they said i was causing too much trouble so chan hyung took me in, i miss my family though." he said, he looked a little sad, "hey hey i'm sure they'd be happy to see you. but they should've let you stay. why did they not want you?" you asked.

"i was supposed to be married to the y/l/n family's daughter and i refused." 

A/N
yikes that's tea anyways here's chapter 13