Can I have your number? [Completed] ✅

23 - Progress & a Proposal

Seokjin's POV

I woke up sore. Every limb, every fiber of my being ached. But it was a dull ache, laced with the memories of pleasure that I had indulged in the night before.

My Taehyung was an animal in bed, a beast, for want of a better word. I've had relationships in the past but they were fleeting and a few intimate encounters but nothing compared to this. He's insatiable in his lust for me. At one point, I was really worried whether I was enough to satiate his desires. But he assured me, he's addicted to me and then proceeded to show me just how much.

I was happy that we had made some progress with our relationship. But I was yet to enter his world fully. The world where he is a star idol and his family dynamic. I don't even know if he wants that. A few months ago, I was his boyfriend but then we broke up. Now I'm not sure what our status is. Are we back to being boyfriends after last night? And will I be ready to be a part of his world if we are?

"Mmmmmm.....babe. Please don't think so loud," he groaned next to me in the bed.

I was momentarily stunned. I leaned in close to his ear and whispered, "I hate you."

He opened his eyes and stared at me dumbly. He looked so cute.

"Say what now?"

I giggled and he pulled me into his embrace, hugging me close to his chest under the covers.

"My body is aching," I pouted and complained to him.

"Oh my poor baby. I'm so sorry. You just lie down and I'll be taking care of you today."

I groaned. "Please don't leave me. Just cuddle with me for a bit." And I pulled him closer to me.

"My sweet angel. I love you so much. I'm sorry I was rough with you. But if we're going to be spending the rest of our lives together, you better get used to it."

I started at his words and he looked at me mischievously, a sexy grin played on his lips.

"Say what now?" I imitated him and he laughed quietly.

"Okay, I know it's not an ideal proposal but I do want to marry you Seokjin."

"Taehyung! Do you even know what you're saying? You and I can't get married." I turned away from him and I felt him sigh sadly.

"So you're just using me for sex then?"

"What the fuck?! Are you crazy Taehyung? I'm in love with you for God's sake!" I said, turning back to him angrily.

He caged my body under his so fast that I never saw it coming.

His voice was low and almost growling. "Then why do you not want to marry me? If you love me, why refuse?"

He had my hands in a vice-like grip above my head, and his body, firmly covered mine. I squirmed a little but I knew it was fruitless. His eyes bore into mine, searching for an answer.

"Because, you're an idol and I'm a regular person. We live in different worlds. Your fans hate me. All you've known is me, in my world. We've never interacted in yours."

"That's a valid point. But one that can be remedied easily. Move in with me. Get a real feel for what it means to be with me. And I know what you're saying is true, that we've only ever interacted on your turf, so to speak. So let's try my turf?"

I crinkled my eyes in thought, very aware of our position and his growing erection between my legs. But I was tired and truly sore. He really did do a number on me. I think he sensed my discomfort and moved off of me slowly, satisfied with running his fingers on my belly while I thought on all he had said.

It wasn't a bad idea but I did want to be honest about something with him too.

"Before I answer you love, there's something I need to tell you."

"What is it my angel. You know you can tell me anything," he stroked my cheeks lightly.

"I-I can't have children Taehyung. Because of my cancer, I had too much chemotherapy and radiation treatment. It damaged my ovaries hence I can never have children."

I looked away as a tear ran down my cheek. I was damaged goods and I knew he would reconsider his hasty decision after hearing my truth.

"Baby look at me. Look at me please." I turned my now tear-stained face to him and looked at him with wet eyes. "I love you Seokjin. I love you for everything that is you and even if that means that we can never have our own children, I don't care. I will still love and cherish you. And we can always adopt. There are many beautiful children who need love and affection. When we get married, we'll adopt however many kids you want."

"Are to serious love?"

"I am. I love you so much Jin. I never thought that anyone could own my heart the way you do. Please will you agree to atleast give us a try?" He looked at me with pleading eyes and I finally relented.

I sat up slowly and allowed him to envelope me in his strong embrace. I can't believe he had accepted me even with my flawed body. He must really love me then.

"Will you now accept my request baby? Move in with me angel."

"Okay my love. Let's do this!"

He smiled broadly and kissed me deeply. "I know you still have your reservations baby but I promise you, we will work through this. You just have to always remember to trust me no matter  what hurdles we will face. And you have to be really thick skinned when it comes to the media and some rival idols. I will explain everything to you in due course."

He kissed me again and I sighed into the kiss, hoping and praying that we would be okay and that we would trust in each other enough for us to work.

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Hey my swties. I'm so sorry for not updating this sooner. I miss you all. TAEJINNIES, we be fed well this week  💜❤

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