Mr. B[✔️]

24

Suicidal attempt
_________________________

Jisung smiles at Minho who was cuddled into his side; sleeping peacefully. He checked the male's arms and frowns as he saw cuts. "Oh, Minho," Jisung says as he kissed the male's head who sniffles; still asleep.

Jisung rubbed his back to comfort the male.

A little backstory about Minho and why he was diagnosed with Major depression and anorexia.

Minho's childhood was good until 8th grade. His parents started expecting a lot from him since his grades were so good and his dancing was amazing. He felt the pressure and he started studying harder and longer which caused his eating to get messed up. After a week of basically not eating, he had passed out during dance practice and was instantly diagnosed with the eating disorder since he still wouldn't eat much.

When his parents found out, his father got upset. His father was the CEO of the business Minho was now working for, the CEO now. His father said that the future CEO shouldn't have any disorders which now didn't go as planned with Minho. 9th grade his dad started mentally abusing him; saying how he was a disappointment to the family and fat.

Minho took the fat comment seriously and didn't eat until he met Jisung in 9th grade as well. Jisung, since he was friends with Felix, knew signs of every mental disorder. He still struggled with the eating disorder but Jisung helped him.

Now, depression.

With the mental abuse from his father and the lack of love from both of his parents, he slowly started to slip from reality and into his mind and listened to the voices that were starting to make an appearance. Even with Jisung giving him everything he lacked, he was still broken on the inside.

Jisung was over for a study session when Minho first tried to kill himself. The male stopped him, of course, but he also took him to Felix who was basically an expert with disorders. Felix said he might have depression and after a professional counseling visit, he did.

____

Jisung smiles when he felt arms wrap around his waist. "Good afternoon, honey," Jisung says towards the now awake male. "Good... afternoon," Minho says after letting out a sigh. "Foods almost ready. What's wrong?" Jisung asks and Minho nuzzles his nose into Jisung's neck and sighs. "Voices..." Minho mumbles and Jisung looks at him to see him motioning cutting himself; a habit he had when he doesn't want to further explain.

"Oh, honey," Jisung says as he turns off the stove. He turned around and gently pushed Minho against the counter who sniffles. "Don't cry. It's okay," Jisung speaks softly as he cups his boyfriend's face; wiping the tears that were falling.

"What are they saying?" Jisung asks as he kissed his nose. "W-What my dad used to say," Minho says as he clenches his fist. Jisung guided Minho's hands to rest on his hips and he rubbed his jaw. "You know they are wrong. You are my strong, handsome baby and I love you so so much. I don't know what I would do without you," Jisung says but frowns when Minho shook his head.

"Y-You're only saying that b-because you're my...my boyfriend," Minho chocks out as he moved from Jisung's hold. "Minho, I mean it," Jisung says as he tried to grab Minho's hand but the male stepped back.

"Min-"

Jisung ran after the male who took off running towards their room. "Minho! Stop!" Jisung says as the male reached the room; slamming the door. Jisung tried to turn the doorknob but it was locked.

"Minho! Please don't do anything!" Jisung says as he tried again but stopped when he heard shuffling. Jisung ran back over to the kitchen and grabbed the key to their room and a pocket knife.

He ran back over and bits his bottom lip as he unlocked the door. He opened it and opened the knife; grabbing the chair Minho had kicked away. He got on top of it and cut the rope; helping Minho down who was crying.

He took the rope off of Minho's neck and held his sobbing boyfriend who starts weakly hiding his chest. "L-Let me end it! I-I don't want to be here anymore! You lie to me!" Minho sobbed as he hits his boyfriend's chest.

Jisung took the hits which were normal. He was used to them at this point since even in high school Minho would hit him when he stopped him or when he had to have to male take his medication. Minho eventually stopped and resorted to hugging Jisung. Jisung exhales and reminded himself to take his pain meds and hide them.

He hummed softly to Minho who slowly started to calm down and sniffles were heard. "I will never ever lie to you, honey," Jisung whispers as he ran his fingers through his broken lover's hair who sniffles. Minho just nodded his head and Jisung helped him stand up.

"You're going to wait in the living room like a good boy, okay?" Jisung says as he leads Minho out of the room and to their homey living room. Minho nods his head. "Who's a good boy?" Jisung asks and Minho shakily points to himself; Jisung smiling and giving him a kiss. "That's right," He says and sat Minho down.

Minho laid down and Jisung situated a pillow under his head and a blanket over him. "I'll continue making food. You can sleep or watch TV," Jisung says before walking towards the kitchen.

______________________

Insight on what goes on with Jisung and Minho even though nobody was wondering. I got inpatient and I didn't want to wait till 5 to update