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They say, you do stupid things when you're inlove.
And I couldn't say no because even myself, did something stupid for that thing called love.
Ewan ko ba.
I'm not really stupid. I'm just clumsy and loud but I don't consider myself as stupid as what people think of me.
They said that I'm stupid because I let myself became a dumb for a one person.
Well, can they blame me?
I was so inlove with him that time.
I fell so hard that I can't even stand up.
But good thing that I was able to stand up again. I already have move on.
"Let's go!" Wika ni Yeongue sabay hatak sa akin nang marahan papasok sa venue ng Welcome Party ng University namin. Napangiwi naman ako dahil sa bumungad sa akin. Neon lights are making me dizzy. I really hate that thing.
Nang makapasok kami sa venue ay halos 'di namin marinig 'yung isa't-isa dahil sa sobrang lakas ng tugtog. I feel like my ears gonna explode in any minute because of the loudness.
Napangiwi na lamang ako. Ba't ba may paganito pa 'yung University na 'to? One year lang akong nawala pero may mga paganito na kaagad. Dati naman no'ng freshmen kami wala namang pa-Welcome party. Ba't ngayon, mero'n na? Ang unfair.
"Bakla, teka lang naiihi ako." Napakunot ang aking noo dahil sa sinabi ni Yeongue.
"Anong naiihi? Eh, wala ka pa ngang iniinom ni isang tubig," kaagad kong tanong sa kanya.
"Basta, naiihi ako. Gusto mo samahan mo pa ako mag-CR." Napangiwi ako dahil sa sinabi niya. I gestured him that he can go now to the comfort room kasi baka totoong naiihi talaga siya at baka sumabog na 'yung pantog niya.
I just heaved a sigh. I smoothed down the creases in my dress while I'm waiting for Yeongue. It's been a minute since he left. It's not that I'm clingy to him na kailangan minuto-minuto kasama ko siya pero I'm starting to feel awkward and... nahihiya na din ako.
Almost everyone has a companion with them. And there's me na nag-iisa lamang na naka-upo sa isang couch. Sobrang nakakahiya naman nito.
I almost jumped on my seat when a hand tapped my shoulder. My eyebrows automatically drew a fine line as I turned my back to that person who tapped on my shoulder.
Maybe, it was Yeongue. Masyado lang talagang siyang mapang-trip at kailangan pa talaga akong tapikin sa balikat eh alam naman niyang magugulatin ako.
"Yeo—"
My mouth automatically formed an 'O' shape when I saw him again.
"Hi,"
. . . . .
Awkward.
I want to slap myself for this. Why did I even accept this?! Ba't ba ako pumayag na makipag-usap sa kanya eh nakapag-move on naman na ako sa kanya!
Ha Kihyun, marupok ka pa rin hanggang ngayon.
"So," he paused. "Hi. How are you?" He asked me like he didn't feel the heavy awkward in the atmosphere.
