I went home before Guzman and Marina came back from school and I stayed in my room the whole day. Marina tried talking to me but I didn't let anyone in.
I was half-sleeping, with tears dried on my cheeks, when I heard someone knocking on my door. God, why couldn't she just leave me alone!
"I said go away! Leave me the fuck alone, Marina!" I screamed.
"It's..." I jumped out of bed hearing his voice, "it's me. It's Ander. Not Marina"
"What do you want" I tried to sound as bold as I could, despite the whirlwind of feelings inside me.
"Can I come inside?"
Oh that rang some bells. But that wasn't the matter.
I waited a few seconds considering what to do. Neither of us talked. How had he even got here? Did he just come through the front door and told Guzman that he wanted to talk to me? Or he'd sneaked in?
I walked slowly to the door. I unlocked and opened it.
Ander was standing in front of me. He was wearing sweatpants and a T-shirt. His face betrayed his feelings. He was sad and ashamed...
Or he was just a very good actor. Alison could confirm that.
"What do you want" I asked, trying to put on my face a mask of pure indifference, even though anyone could tell that I'd been crying.
"I'm sorry." He tried to put his hand on my cheek but I withdrew and didn't let him. He seemed hurt. "Please, Iréne, can we talk? I'm sorry."
"Why?" I played dumb.
He looked at me with a serious face, "you know why."
"You are free to do as you want. There's nothing between us anyway" I had a bitchy smile on my face. "I was the one who ended things, so now you can go and enjoy the company of your girlfriend." I tried slamming the door shut in his face, but he held with his hand and didn't let me do it.
"I have to talk to you. You can either just let me in now, or I can wait here all day, and if Guzman sees me, I'll just tell him everything." He said without flinching. That motherfucker...
"You're a bastard", I said while holding the door open for him to come in my room.
He walked inside with a smirk on his face. "Thank you"
He sat on my bed, his hands resting on his knees. I just stood in front of him, looking down at him, the annoyance visible on my face.
He looked me up and down, reminding me that I was just wearing a white top, without a bra, with my pyjamas shorts.
He looked so damn confident, making me see red. Not at all the way he looked when he knocked on my door.
"First of all. She's not my girlfriend" he started.
"Yeah fine. If you're here to lie in my face just go" I started moving towards the door, but he stood up and grabbed me by the arm. It was a real effort not to melt by the feeling of his skin touching mine. Even these parts.
"I'm telling you the truth" he made me look at him. "She's not my girlfriend. We just.." his previous smirk and confidence were gone, "we just hooked up last night. And I'm sorry if that hurts you,"
"I don't ca-"
"I'm sorry if that hurts you, but I haven't stopped thinking about you."
That hit me hard. He was still holding my arm, but his grip was soft.
"So I had to try and forget you. It didn't work."
I was speechless. I... I didn't know if I should believe him... I didn't know anything... but just by watching him... I wanted to kiss him. To hug him...
"She doesn't mean anything to me." He continued, "I told her so. Right after you left. I don't know why she acted that way, she probably misunderstood. I told her that it was just a one time thing." His face softened a bit, "she slapped me of course."
I tried not to but I chuckled at that. "Well, you deserved it. That's not a proper way to treat a girl.", I said jokingly.
He just raised his brow.
I moved away from him and stood next to my desk, leaning on it. "So, you said 'first of all', please continue", I said the last words a bit ironically.
He walked to where I was standing and put his hands on my waist, trapping me between the desk and his body. I didn't resist. I couldn't and I didn't want to. I was trying so hard not to grab his head and kiss him.
He leaned his face closer to mine.
"I love you", he said and kissed me softly on the lips.
I think he intended for it to be just a touch of our lips.
But, well, when I felt his lips on mine, I melted. I felt so hot, so happy, so emotional.
So in an attempt not to explode, I grabbed his face and kissed him hard.
At first he tried to resist, to be a gentleman, not to take me immediately, but...
He lifted me up, making me sit on my desk. I put my legs around his waist.
His hands were everywhere. On my hips, on my breast, on my face, on my hair. He kept touching and touching and touching, as if he wanted to savor everything he could, as if he was afraid that he couldn't do that again, and he'd missed it so fucking much.
I was playing with his hair, touching and massaging his shoulders and chest, while kissing him. His tongue was exploring every inch of my mouth, as if he had never done that again.
I wanted him everywhere. Forever. I'd missed him so much. I loved him.
I withdrew from the kiss and looked him in the eyes. "I love you too", I said, my voice full of emotion.
He smiled broadly, causing me to smile too. He grabbed my face and put his forehead on mine. "You are the best thing that's ever happened to me", he whispered and kissed me again.
This time it wasn't heated. It was soft and loving. As if we had an eternity just for doing that. I never wanted it to stop.
"I want you" I said between our kisses.
The heat instantly returned.
Ander withdrew. I made a sound to express my annoyance at him stopping, but then he placed his hands on the hem of my shirt, pulling it over my head.
My breasts where fully exposed to him.
We looked at each other, panting slightly.
He put his hands on my breasts, just resting them there, still looking at me, "You are so beautiful".
He started massaging my breasts and my nipples grew erect.
I pulled him closer to me with my legs. I instantly felt his hard member pressing against the part where I wanted him the most.
I moaned at the feeling of it. I started rocking my hips back and forth trying to release some of the growing ache in my core.
He started licking and sucking my left breast, the other one being taken care of by his hand.
I felt like I could explode just by that.
I removed his T-shirt, making him stop. I placed my hands on his muscular torso. I looked him in the eye with a wicked grin, and licked from his collarbone to his ear, all the while grinding against him.
He moaned softly.
I kept sucking at his earlobe for a few seconds. When he was done with all that teasing, he grabbed my by the hips and threw me on the bed.
He came on top of me, and removed my shorts and underwear.
His face was suddenly between my legs. I was set on fire by the first lick of his tongue. I moaned so loudly, making him chuckle. I felt the reverberations of it inside of me, making me shiver.
After a few sweeping strokes, he slid his tongue inside me.
I was gripping the mattress so hard, trying to be quiet, trying not to scream...
His fingers replaced his tongue, and he kissed his way to my clit.
Not long after, I came, almost passing out.
He didn't say anything as he again came over me, and kissed me.
The rest of his clothes were gone in a matter of seconds. I was trembling with anticipation for what was about to happen. I wanted him inside me. I needed it him inside me. It was like we had never done that again. As if we were doing it for the first time.
I stopped thinking when he nudged at my entrance. And then slid in.
I couldn't breath. I couldn't think anything but him.
He pulled out slightly and then thrust back in slowly.
Again.
And again. Faster and deeper this time.
With each stroke, I was burning hotter and hotter.
I dragged my hands through his back, moving my hips in time with his.
"I love you", he whispered in my ear, his voice low and hoarse.
I exploded.
He kept pounding into me, fast and hard, until he found his release too..We were laying naked under the sheets on my bed. My head was resting on his shoulder and he was drawing patterns on my stomach with his finger.
"I think I first started falling for you," Ander broke the silence, "when you made me hard and then left me on the bench that day.."
I laughed at the memory. "That was fun"
"No it wasn't", he tickled me a bit while laughing, and then brought me closer to him.
"Don't forget that you did the same thing to me" I said and raised my head so that I could look at his face.
He was smiling. "I started realizing it when you were yelling at me about the drugs. And I was sure when you told me that we have to stop seeing each other.."
It broke my heart to see how his face fell at the memory. "It was the hardest thing ever to do. It broke my heart, you know that."
He was looking at me in the eyes when he said, "I know. But I haven't felt such a pain in my whole life."
And I knew it was the truth. "I'm sorry..." I kissed his cheek, "you know why I did it"
"Yes..." he stroked my hair, "what did you want to tell me yesterday?"
"Basically that I love you and that I wanted to try again, to be in a relationship and tell Guzman and everything..." it felt a bit silly to say it out loud. I instantly felt embarrassed and waited for him to mock me.
But he just grabbed my face and kissed me fiercely. "We will. I want that too. More than you know."
I smiled and rested my head on his shoulder again.
And then I heard him muttering to himself, "I'm fucking irresistible"
"Oh shut up"
I wasn't looking at his face, but I knew he had that fucking smirk on when he said, "make me"
I let an evil chuckle and slowly slid my my hand under the sheets.
I started stroking him and looked at him.
His eyes where closed and he was breathing heavily.
"Do you like that?" I kissed his lips softly.
"Mhm", was the only answer he could master while my hand was sliding up and down his shaft.
I got under the sheets and put it in my mouth. After a while, he came.
I resurfaced and laid on top of him, "You're welcome" I said on a laughing tone. He just chuckled.It was late at night. Ander and I were still in the same position.
"I had I crush on you when I was younger." I suddenly confessed.
"What?" He said and I could tell that he was trying hard not to laugh.
"God I shouldn't have told you. You're such a baby" I said jokingly but a bit annoyed.
And of course he burst out laughing.
"Hey!" I looked at him and punched his shoulder. "Stop laughing!"
I tried to get up but he grabbed me and in a swift motion he was on top of me.
"you had a crush on me?" He asked, the amusement clear on his face.
"Yes, you bastard. And then I fell in love with your nasty ass"
He chuckled and then I felt him sneakily positioning his hand between my legs, "tell me more"
When his finger touched my clit, I instantly stiffened. My previous annoyance was replaced by pure lust. "I knew I was in love with you.." he was slowly circling my clit, "at the..." I moaned, "I knew it at the charity event..."
"Continue" he slid one finger inside me, still circling my clit with his thumb.
I was a hot mess, ready to explode, but I managed to say, "I knew it because... because so many shitty things happened that day, but..." I was breathing heavily "but when I was with you I felt comforted... I felt like I was home... even when I was hella drunk..."
He stared thrusting his finger deeper and faster. I was trying not to moan too loud. It was damn hard.
I was about to reach my climax, when the door burst open...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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It's all about Ander and it's been a long time since I wrote a chapter like that huh 😆
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