Elite S1 - Ander

~Chapter 15~

  "Ander.." he looked at me, knowing what was coming next. "we can't keep seeing each other...." And like that, my heart was shredded in a million tiny pieces...
  I thought that I saw pain and hurt in his eyes, pain that could mach mine. But it was gone immediately when he looked again at the floor, his hand resting on his knees. "I understand.."
  My soul.. my soul was aching. I didn't believe that he would care much. But.. did he? I cupped his cheek with my hand and made him face me. "I'm doing this for you and Guzman. I don't want to ruin your friendship. And what we... had.. would ruin it for sure.." my voice was soft.
  "No... not for sure.." he now looked at me with hope in his eyes.
  My heart cracked once again, "Ander, it's final. Guzman needs you right now, and you need him. What we had wasn't so... important. It was just for fun." No, it wasn't. For me, it wasn't. "We won't stop being friends. But..." I trailed of. I didn't finish my sentence.
We stared at each other for a few seconds. Our glances full of emotion.
  I broke the silence, "I have to go" I stood up and started heading to the door.
  "Wait" Ander said and got up. "I want to tell you something.."
  If he was going to try and change my mind... maybe I wouldn't be able to resist.. so I said, "Ander, we talked about it, we can't-"
  "No it's not about that" I felt a little embarrassed. "I saw Marina.." he hesitated, as if he wasn't sure if he should tell me. "I saw marina buying from Omar. Yesterday, next to the tennis court. I thought you should know..."
Oh. My. God. No she couldn't.. no..
  Ander noticed my shocked face so he added, "maybe it was nothing, maybe they were just talking..."
  I knew he didn't believe that..
  "It's ok Ander.. thanks for telling me." I started walking again.
 
  When I had just stepped outside his house, he grabbed my hand and turned me to face him.
  He looked me in the eyes and kissed me softly. One last time. I kissed him back, one last time...
  When we withdrew, I thought I heard something from the garden, but I ignored it.
  "I hope everything goes well with Marina", he said.
   I rested my hand on his naked chest and nodded my thanks, "See you tomorrow... at school..." I said with a sad smile, "bye, Ander..." And with that, I left... leaving behind every bit of joy in my soul...

  While I was walking to my home, tears where silently sliding down my cheeks. I was thinking about everything. Absolutely it Ander, about Marina, about my dad...
  I just wanted to go to my room and crawl into my bed, and stay there forever.
  I felt like there was a hole in my chest. Like there was a hole, that could never close. That could never heal. And that hole had opened when I said those words to Ander. And kept getting bigger and bigger every second that I thought about what I'd just learned.
  It was just to much for one day. For on evening. For just a few hours, Gods above! I didn't know if that day could get any worse..
 
  I finally reached my house. My eyes were red and the tears had dried on my cheeks.
  I got in the living room and saw my mom silently crying on the couch, Marina sitting next to her and Guzman pacing in front of them. Had they learned about Marina?
  "Where were you? I called you a thousand times!" Guzman said.
  I hadn't checked my phone. Indeed, I'd thirteen missing calls from Guzman and my mom. What was happening?
  "What happened" I asked hesitantly.
  It was my mom that answered me, her voice trembling, "Your dad... your dad got arrested..." and she burst into tears again...

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