Bandgirls // Luke Hemmings

Chapter 7

I advise you to listen to moments by one direction but like that's up to you but you should I know about these things just saying :)

Bradley's POV

I looked up at him confused, I thought he wanted to kiss me as much as I did, but yet again I was wrong. I'm always wrong when it comes to this stuff. When I first looked at him, I really thought he might of had feelings for me but in seconds that look turned into regret. I wasn't drunk anymore, and I'm thankful for that because at least I can remember this beautiful moment forever because I doubt it will ever happen again.

"Luke" I said almost like a whisper.

"Bradley?" I really wish he would call me Brads just one more time.

"Bradley you know we can't be anything right?"

"Yea"

"It's just, you know you're a fan, and I have a tour"

"Not like it mattered anyway not like I'd have actual feelings for you, I'm just a fan remember."

Luke's POV

No real feelings for me. Ouch. Maybe if she had REAL feelings for me things would be different, but of course that's all fans want, nothing serious just a one night thing. Whatever in 2 days I'll never see her ever again.

"Luke?"

"What?!" I shouted a little louder than I expected, but she just makes my blood boil. Apparently she didn't expect me to shout either, she jumped back at the sound of my voice and I instantly regretted it. I just had to make her hate me, right? That would make this better, easier. 

"I... I just... I didn't mean what I said." You could hear the struggle in her voice as she tried to not show her emotions.

"Yea okay, they all say that. You just want me to feel bad so I'll bang you and you can leave, well forget it." I can't even comprehend what I'm saying, I don't even care if I'm hurting her with my words. I don't let her get a word in before I start again.

"You know I really thought I could have feelings for you, but no you're just a stupid little girl. You're 16 why don't you start acting like it, oh and stop trying so hard. You should have more respect for yourself, or no guy will treat you right."
I honestly don't know if I meant all those things, but I just need to get out of here before I get lost in those crystal eyes and end up staying with her.

I looked at her one last time, and right before she opened her mouth I saw tears threatening her eyes. I walked out the door never looking back. I slid down the door thinking What have I done?

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