20th October 2009
Dan's POV
"Come on Phil, we need to make the video," I say excitedly.Well. I am in AmazingPhil's house and I'm going to make a video with him. What do you expect?
We sit on the floor and hit record whilst drawing cat whiskers on our face. Don't diss the whiskers. We also answer a few questions that Phil's viewers have sent in. A couple of hours later we realise the time and decide to end the video.
"That was the most fun I've ever had," I say truthfully.
It has a double meaning.
For the viewers, it will just be a sentence. A sentence that will be forgotten in the depths of the Internet. But for me and Phil, that sentence shows how much I have come on in these past few months. How much I love life. How much fun I'm having. With Phil.
Before I can finish, Phil attacks me. He jumps on me and therefore falls on top of me. He stares into my chocolate brown eyes, and me into his baby blue ones. We stay like this for at least 5 minutes.
"Erm Phil. Can you get off of me now please?" I say.
He blushes and climbs off. We get up and it becomes very awkward.
"Sorry about that," he says.
Why should he be sorry? It was an accident. Wasn't it?
"How should we end the video?" I ask, changing the subject to make the situation less awkward.
"Erm. How about that hand heart thing you did in your first video?" he mumbles.
He's obviously embarrassed about what just happened.
"Yeah," I say and go back to where I was before that -whatever that was- happened.
Phil's POV
Why did I just jump on Dan? It just made things more awkward than they needed to be. It's obvious he doesn't he doesn't like you in that way Phil.But what if he does?
Inside, these thoughts play through my mind as I stare -again- into his chocolate brown eyes. I could just lean down and kiss his plump lips.
No Phil. What does your father say?
"Liking the same sex us wrong. If you do, you will be disowned and not part of my family!"
(A/N this is not my view on gays. In my opinion you should do whatever you want to do to be happy. I only added this part so everything else makes sense. I have nothing against gay, bi, pan or straight people xx)
Again I am brought out of my thoughts by the boy who is making me question my sexuality.
"Erm Phil. Can you get off of me please?" he asks, laughing slightly.
I feel my cheeks burning out of embarrassment.
"I'm sorry," I say, knowing Dan will probably hate me forever now.
"How should we end the video?" he asks, obviously trying to change the subject.
He didn't even acknowledge that I apologised for whatever that was. He does hate you now Phil. You've blown the whole friendship.
"Erm. How about the hand heart thing you did in your first video?" I mumble -he'll never take me seriously now.
"Yeah," he agrees and goes back to his original position.
We end the video after a couple of tries of trying to time it right -the awkwardness seems to have evaporated into the air.
We head downstairs for food, the incident but a memory of the past. A thing never to be mentioned ever again.
A/N
Hey there guys.
It's Xmas!! So merry Christmas, Happy holidays. Whatever floats ya boat.
Also THE MARCUS BUTLER FAVOURITED MY TWEET.!!!! So I may have passed out from fangirling a bit too hard.
Have a great Holliday and I will see you when I see you
Hannah xx
>^.^<
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