You Did This To Me - ON HOLD

You Did This To Me -18-

Okay- this is like the smallest thing EVER! I'm so sorry for it being a) small and b) VERY late... I have recently had to deal with a lot of issues. One of which is my family moving... So sorry again and I'll try and get a good chunk up soon.

-Megan

xx.

Andy's POV

I sat in the hospital bed and stared at the ceiling with my hands on my now empty belly. The doctor kept raambling on excuses as Chris yelled at him.

"Sir I couldnt do more than I did. The babies were born with almost no chance." Chris sighed and tears slipped down my face.

"Explain what happened." The doctor looked at me than than back at Chris than back again at me.

"Well. When you fell what looks to have happened what the male child..."

"Jonathan, his name is Jonathan." I whispered, the doctor nodded.

"Well, um, Jonathan looks to have caught his head on your pelvis and bruised his brain. This caused a lot of trauma and when he was born his body couldnt function properally. So in short hisbody would let him breath. I'm sorry." I nodded and looked over at Chris while he glared at the Doctor.

"And what about Stefanie?" The Doctor looked nervous.

"Well, Stephanie was already deceased before birth." He cringed slightly than continued.

"The ultrasound technition should have caught it at your last visit. It looks like she has been deceased for a long period of time. Her cord was wrapped around her neck leaving her unable to breath and in the long run ending her short life." Chris snapped.

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE TECHNITION SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT! COULD WE HAVE PREVENTED THIS?!" The Doctor nodded his head no.

Just as Chris was about to blow again Charlie slammed the door open and threw herself onto me.

"OH Andy!! Im so sorry! This should have never happened to you!" I smiled slightly at the Doctor as he excited and looked at Charlie as James and Chris whispered in the corner.

"Th-there was nothing they could do." I lifted the corners of my mouth attempting a smile.

"How the heck did you pass out." I glanced at Chris nervously as he paused in his converstaion to stare at me.

"I was just tired and slipped on somthing on my floor. Thats all I remember." I shrugged and glanced to the empty baby bed that was at the far sideof the room.

Well so much for motherhood.

Chris' POV

She had been sleeping since Charlie and James left. Every few minutes a stray tear woukd slip down her face and her face would contort in pain. I so badly wanted to wake her, or just snuggle into her bed. The fear of hurting her however beat me down and I decided that holding her hand was all I could do for now.