You Did This To Me - ON HOLD

You Did This To Me -9-

Okay. This is all from Chris' POV. I think he deserves a little bit of the spot light. I typed this out on the computer so hopefully there is not much spelling/grammar problems. Im going to hop onto Andy's POV now and hopefully post in a bit. We will so how my little one is doing. =] Let me know what you think please?! Comment, Vote, or Fan?

Chris POV

"Why are all these boxes everywhere?" Charlie had let us into Andy's apartment so that we could lay her down on her bed, which was completely stripped and bare. I could see Charlie Crying across the room holding onto a piece of paper.

"She was leaving, she was going to leave and not tell me!" Charlie turned into James' awaiting arms and cried for what seem like hours.

"She must think I hate her! Why else would she want to leave? Is she that ashamed of me that she wouldn't want to share this with me? I could support her! I always have! I would support her if she would only let me!" The sobs started coming again.

"I though you would hate me." Her voice was quiet and strained but it made us all pause and turn around to face Andy who was now standing in her bedroom doorframe. She sighed and came close to Charlie. She looked scared that she would be rejected by her best friend. On the contrary though, Char rushed over to Andy and gripped onto her until both girls were sobbing and sitting on the floor.

After about half an hour of crying the girls sobered up and we all sat on some boxes to talk.

"Andy why would you honestly want to leave? I really would have been here for you?" Charlie was still shaken up over almost loosing her best friend. Andy sighed.

"Well I guess there's a bunch of reasons. Number one of course was Mike. Since I refused to do the rape kit that the police wanted me to do Mike got off so easy. I just couldn't let anyone else touch me after what happened I felt, feel so filthy." She wiped a few stray tears away from her puffy and swollen eyes and took a breath to continue on.

"I was afraid he would come back and hurt me, and I couldn't let him hurt this unborn baby. The baby has nothing to do with what happened. Personally I think this one is a pretty big miracle with me being a virgin and all and than on the first sexual encounter I have I am pregnant. It's a little odd, but I guess its all part of the big plan eh?" She paused again and we all nodded for her to continue. The tears were streaming down the girls faces and James' comforted Charlie as I so badly wanted to comfort Andy, but than she started to talk again.

"Then there Chris." My head shot towards her to see her looking to the floor, avoiding any eye contact with me.

"What about me Andy?" Everything seem paused, like no one was taking a breath. All eyes were directed to Andy, even though she refused to look up. The pause ended with her quiet timid voice.

"You kissed me. I had already thought I liked you, but than you kissed me!" She looked up now, here eyes blazing. Her voice grew louder, angrier.

"I felt safe for a moment, and I knew it wouldn't last, because you're a man!" Everyone was stunned. She sighed and looked to the floor again.

"I have only ever been hurt by men. And you would be no different. If I stay I'll fall for you, I know I will. I also know that it will only lead to more pain on my part, and now I also have this baby to think about, and I couldn't expect you to care about me or the baby." My eyes were wide staring at her tears dropping to the ground from her downcast eyes. I stood up and knelt in front of her. My hand placed itself under her jaw and slowly I lifted her eyes to meet mine.

"Andy, I do not care if you are pregnant. I do not care what happened. Well I do, I would love to kill Mike for what he did, but it will never effect how I see you. You are the only girl who has repeatedly cause me to get so flustered just by spilling on me or punching me in the jaw." She looked into my eyes and smiled a bit.

"Andy I have fallen for you. I have fallen flat on my face. I can not say I'll be perfect, I can not say that I'll be anywhere close to it. I can promise though to love you and this baby with everything I have. I can promise to support you, to care for you, to treasure you. I can promise that whatever hard times come up ill be there for you. I can promise that I will never leave. I can promise to not be a man, but be your man." I took the tears welling up in her eyes as a good sign so I continued.

"I will wake up every morning thinking of you, and fall asleep every night to dream about you. I will love and treasure and raise this child like he or she is my own. I will make sure that if you want you will never have to work another day of your life. I will be yours for anything. If you just want to talk Ill talk. If you want to go for a walk Ill walk. You say jump and Ill jump till I collapse of exhaustion. I promise to never ever pressure you. I promise Andy." I wiped one of the stray tears off her face with my thumb.

"Please don't leave, please give me a chance?"