You Did This To Me - ON HOLD

You Did This To Me -16-

Sorry for the wait- enternet just came up.This is NOT edited- and Im really sorry its not. Will try and edit it soon. Hope you enjoy. This chapter personally made me cry.......

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WARNING SEXUAL CONTENT NOT FOR YOUNG OR TENDER HEARTED READERS

Andy's POV

Days passed, weeks grew old and left us and eventually even the months were whizzing by. Before I knew any better I was a week before our due date.

I was terrifyed and I think Chris could tell. I sighed and hopped out of my bed. I was still not letting Chris sleep with me even though I constantly longed for his warm and tender touch. I peeked in Chris' room to see him sleeping on his bed on top of the blankets with only his bottoms on.

His chest rose and fell according to his breaths and I couldnt help but to stare. He was so handsome, and for now he picked me.

I clenched my fist. I needed to take advantage of having Chris before I had the babies and he decided he didnt want me anymore. He said he loved me but Ideffiantly knew better. He would love me maybe until some more responsibility would come than he would be gone. Anyways who would want to take care of babies that werent his. Babies that werent even concieved out of love. Babies that were forced into this world. Babies that I would love unconditionally. Babies he could never love.

I slid back into my room and quickly brushed my hair and my teeth. I slipped off all of my cloths and snuck back into Chris' room. I would love him and let him think he loved me as long as I could. I would always love Chris, even if he didnt really mean it when he said he loved me...

Slowly I slid into his bed and rested my head on his chest. Automatically he rotated and slid his arms around my naked body and pulled me in closer to him. I sighed contently and held my breath as i suddenly felt Chris stiffen.

"Andy. What-What are you doing?" His voice shook with a certian intensity that made me want him more.

"I am surrendering Chris." I smiled up at his face as I watched his eyes slowly rack over my body and as I felt his harden against me.

"W-Why?" His eyes locked to mine and wouldnt move. Why? Why was too complicated to explain. It wasnt worth trying to keep myself pure anymore because I had been used in the worst possible way and now here was a man I felt myself falling for and I didnt have my morals anymore to stop me for what I was now attempting to do. If I told him that though I doubt he would let me continue.

"Because I owe you Chris. You saved my life." His eyes hardened as those words left my mouth and I could tell he was very angry. His body tore away from mine and he jumped out of bed. He paced the floor beside the window and raked his hands through his shaggy dark hair.

"No. No and No again! I refuse. Do you eveen know what your doing to me Andy? Just you laying there is making me go bezerk! I dont want you like this because you 'owe me'. I want you here because you love me, because your my fiance and want to spend the rest of your life with me. I absolutely refuse!" I could feel the pain and anger inside of me. He didnt want me. I was totally wrong about everything. He would never want me. I let a few stray tears slip down my face and fall to his bed sheet.

"Please Chris." I whimpered slightly.

"No." His voice was firm and set and his eyes never strayed from mine.

"Am I really that hideous? Can you really not stand touching me anymore?" His expression changed from anger to shock. Than softened again and he walked slowly to me.