Poem 2-
I hate feeling angry.
I hate feeling sad.
I hate feeling disgusted.
I even hate happiness.
Sometimes I just want to feel nothing.
I want to be numb.
Would it be easier that way?
In the movies they always said
"it's better to love than not have loved at all,"
But what if I could still act human?
What if I could mimic emotions and still live?
Would it be better?
I hate emotions.
I hate that in a whole lifetime I'll feel pain.
And not just once or twice.
I hate that I'll be angry
And not just once or twice.
I would have to experience it to the full.
I would have to cry, and struggle for breath.
I would have to yell and scream till I can't even speak.
I would have to smile ear to ear, hoping that this feeling would never leave me.
But it always does.
There's no such thing as feeling nothing.
Emotions are messy but that's the best part of living.
Why would I want to feel nothing when I can love?
Emotions are messy because that's how we live.
A long time ago I asked myself,
"Is it better?"
But I already knew the answer to that question.
Emotions are meant to be messy.
That's why we live.
Otherwise, what's the point?
-Me
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