Forgive, and Forget (violate)

1.The lie that started it all (Edited)

Writers Note: Please leave your comments, because it would help me a lot! Also this is my first fanfiction so please bare with me.

Violet 3 years later -

             I feel him near me, and I know he's their watching, and listening while I have music blasting from my room. It's comforting to know he's their, but also upsetting, because know what he did, and know that we can never be together. Even if I wanted it so bad, but I can't! No, I wont! But their is still apart of me who wants him back... 

 I'm in my room listening to Morsey, even though I'm the mood for Nirvana... But I know that if I listen to it that I will just think of him! Most of the places in my house I can't go to because I'll just think of him, and how wonderful it was to be around him! I think I'm going insane.

'Hey Violet' I hear out the blue, which scares me enough to make me fall off my bed.

 'Shit! Haden don't scare me like that!' I say now getting up off the floor. 

'Damn Violet, who else would I be?' Haden says, knowing exactly who I was thinking of... 

'Haden, move your ass out of my room!' I say, even though I had already settled things with Haden, mostly everybody had, I didn't want her reminding me that Tate was still around. Even though, with everybody leaving me alone, I still can't stop thinking about him... Like a fucking idiot! 

'Wow Violet! Still upset about Tate?' When she says that I clench my fist so hard it starts to bleed. That's the problem with being dead, you don't even realize you're hurt until you see the marks a split second before they disappear. 'Anyway I came to tell you that some people are going to move into the house!' 

Now this was some news! Ever since we scared off the last owners, and said goodbye to Tate... Damn this hurts We haven't had anyone move in in like 3 years! Which gave me time to think about him... Dammit Violet! Forget about Him!

 'Really!?' I say, and Haden nods with a smirks. 'Well, can you tell me more about the family?' 

'Well they have a mother, and a father,' She put a lot of enfices on father 'And they have two kids who are twins. One's a boy, and one's a girl.'

 'A boy' I whisper to myself. Maybe he can help me get over Tate, or he might be a total douche bag. We'll see.. 

'Well, I gotta go! I'm gonna go tell Tate now, and who knows! Maybe he will date the boys sister.' Haden says with a wink. This made me a little upset at the fact that he would get over me with the first girl he had met since we broke up.

 'Why do you sound so amused?' I hissed 

'Because maybe you'll get over each other, and stop crying while I'm in the zone!' Haden says, and I know she's referring to when she has sex.

 I paused, my heart hurts, but ever since we broke up I can sometimes hear him cry... which then makes me cry... 

'Well, bye!' And like that Haden is gone... maybe I should talk to Tate.

 I get up, and walk to my porch. 

'Tate?!' I say, then in a flash he was here. But I noticed how happy he looks to see me, and I see his red eyes... Which I can only assume is from him crying... Ah, shit I don't want to break his heart more than I already have, but he deserves it for what he has done. It almost feels good to know I've gotten revenge, but then my heart comes in and fucks it all up.

 'Violet?' He says which breaks my heart even more.

 'Tate sit down, I want to talk to you.' I say as I pull out a cigarette. He sits down just like he use to do... When I was alive.

 'Yes, Violet?' He says, and I can also see he is scared. 

'Their is a new family moving in.' I say

 'Really! That's great!' He says, with more hope in his eyes. 

'Yeah, there's a mother, and a father who might cheat on his wife with Haden.' I laugh, and he laughs at to, which makes me want to move closer to him. 'And they have two kids, a boy, and girl who are around age.'

 'Ok, is there anything else you would like to tell me?' He says with hope. 

'Yes, Tate, please don't mess with the family,' I say 'Do you understand me?' 

'Yes, Violet I promise you I wont.' He says

 'Ok, good, meaning you don't mess with the boy when something happens between me and him?' He looks hurt when I say that.

 'But.. Whaaa...' I can see he is starting to get really hurt by that. 'But what about us...' He looks like he's about to cry. Fuck meeeee!

 'There is no you and me..' I say, and feel like I'm gonna cry.I know this is for the best, but is it really worth getting rid of all his hope? 'And I think this would be a good opportunity to date his sister...' Every word I spat out of my mouth felt like a stab at my heart. 

'But you love me! Don't you?' He was trying to hold back his tears, but they were falling out any way. 

'I don't love you... Tate.' I lied, I just hoped if I said it out loud then it would come true...'Goodbye Tate' I say threw my tears that were falling everywhere.

 And then he disappears, uggggghhhh! I wish I was dead! Oh Wait! It is a little too late for that now! This is why I'm stuck in this stupid house in the first place!

Tate

 I hope that she is lying, and it can't be true! It can't be! I need her with me, and if I don't have her near me? I'll go crazy! Take my own life for the second time! 

She can't see me, but I follow her to my room... God she's so beautiful. But as soon as she gets to her bed she starts balling. Did I do this to her? No, I never said anything to hurt her... I can't have her cry! I start crying harder, sitting next to the bed.

 'Tate?' 

Writers note again: Thanks for reading chapter 1, please leave a review, and if you want you can put what you would like me to name the Father, Mother, Son, or Daughter. Anyways the next chapter should be out by Monday. Bye!

Updated: I edited this chapter, but just warning you I didn't really think this story through before writing it, so you're in for a rollercoaster.