Forgive, and Forget (violate)

5. The Truth

5. The truth

Violet

'So tell me what the hell is going on!' Olivia says 'Why the hell is Violet fucking Harmon here in this house, and no one else knows about it?!'

'You know I'm right here?' I say. I fucking hate this bitch, she has no right to know anything about me! Let alone kiss my boyfriends, without his permission, right in front of me.... Wait, did I just think of Tate as my boyfriend?! Ah shit I am losing my mind!

'But are you really?' Olivia says with her annoying thinking face. Like she fucking knows the half of it...

'Yes! I am' I say

'Ok, well, why are you here in this house?' Olivia says

Because I'm a ghost bitch!... 'I never left,' I say plainly

'Ok, but why didn't you leave? I mean your parents literally died in this house!' She says questioning me

I start to tear up 'Because... It's a nice house...'.... And I can't leave...

'Lies,' she says

'What? I didn't lie!' I say lying

'Your eyebrows, and body language says otherwise.' She say with a smirk

'Fine,' At this point started feeling out of it, like nothing really mattered. I mean I lost everyone I ever cared about, and I can't even date the one person I love. 'We're ghosts.'

Tate looks at me shocked that I actually told her the truth, but I really don't care. He put himself in this mess by having his lips touch hers.

'What?!' She says in a tone that sounds like she doesn't believe what just came out of my mouth.

I get up, and grab a pair of scissors from the drawer. Tate gets up, and whispers 'What are you doing?' I give him a blank stare 'Not giving a shit.'

I walk back to her, and make a very huge gouge in my arm with the scissors. As soon as I do so Tate runs up to me, and rips the scissors from my hands. Olivia then sees my arm heal from a bloody mess to a bad scab, then to nothing. She stares in shock, and faints

'Why did you have to do that, you know I hate that.' Tate with tears falling from his eyes.

'Well I honestly don't care what you think about me right now.' I lie, I want him to love me so bad it hurts... but I gotta stay strong.

She wakes up, and looks at us both in shock.

' So you guys are dead,' she asks

'Yeah' 'Pretty much' Me, and Tate say

'How did you guys die?' She asks almost to the point of crying

'That's none of your business!' I say now crying

'Ok, chill out!' She says, then she looks at Tate, and then a wave of shock comes over her head. 'Holy shit! You're Tate Langdon aren't you?!' She now has a face of disgust on her, ha! What a pussy. She hears he shot up his school, and then gets disgusted by him?! I still dated him after that.

'Yeah...' He says while looking me in the eyes. I wish this shit didn't happen, I wish he was as pure as I thought he was when I first met him.

'And why are you still with him!?' She asks me

'I'm not, but I didn't break up with him over that...' I say as more tears start streaming down my face.

'What?! What could he have possibly done that was worse?!' She says in shock

'That none of YOUR business!' I say with tears streaming down my face. Why did she have to bring up that horrible memory? It is already hard for me not to kick Tate in the balls, but yet still be in love with him!

'Wait, if you aren't dating, and you left him... then why did you get so upset when I kissed him?' She asks with a smirk.

I sit there not knowing what to, I could tell her I'm hopelessly in love with a monster, or I could tell her she can have him, and I'm just very sad... neither choice is that pleasing to me

'I... i' I look at her then straight to Tate, who is in a trance 'I don't know, I told him to get over me, but I guess that didn't work..'

'Oh god, please tell me you didn't try to hook up with my brother!' She says to the point of laughing.

'Well... he kinda kissed me..' I say awkwardly still looking at Tate. I see his face start to get red, but I don't know if it's from anger, or sadness. I could tell Olivia was somewhat judging me..... That bitch!

'And you got mad at me for kissing Olivia...' Tate says in a sad voice, which made me want to cry. I storm out of the room, tears running down my face.... What the fuck have I become?!

Tate

I turn to Olivia as soon as Violet walks away.

'I'm worried about Violet,' I say 'She has grown this darkness in her.'

'What do you mean?' Olivia says

'She doesn't normally act this way, and she hasn't been herself more recently...' I say, I know Olivia can't help me, but I'm hoping she can at least listen.

'Well, do you know anyone who could help her? Or like, knows about ghosts, and their dark sides?' Olivia says

'Hmm,' I don't know... Oh wait! 'Yeah I do know someone, I got to go!'

'Oh, ok' Olivia says

I get up, and walk to the kitchen. I really hope this works... for me, and Violet.