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im still in love with you

The day of the amas.

Today is the day of the amas. Your so excited for other than the obvious. Your nominated for 4 awards.

You wake and decide to look good when you woke up . you didn't have to be at the awards till 5. You put your hair in tight curls with a white headband. A tight glittery crop top with white sweatpants. You looked good even with no makeup. You did your eyelashes only.

Ricky and Ralph and Bobby were up already on the couch watching MTV. You sit down with them as you hear yelling from mike and Ronnie. "I'm sorry y/n about what happened" Ralph says "yea we feel bad y/n we all knew but were threatened badly" ricky says. "We was getting paid $20 per girl to keep a secret." Bobby said. "Per girl? Damn. It's fine guys" you say and then you hear a call from your room. You get up and pick up the phone.

"Hello?"
"Hey y/n it's Brooke , Ronnie said you guys broke up."
"Kinda"
"I'm sorry about that but today everyone's expecting you to be going as couple to the Amas. So y'all needa act like a couple"
"Fine whatever"
You hung up the phone then Ronnie just walked into your room.

"Get out Ronnie" you say "please y/n I know how mad you are and I don't blame you let me explain." "YOU HAVE NOTHING TO EXPLAIN RONNIE NOTHING YOU CHEATED ON ME" tears were streaming down your face as you were yelling at him. "WAS I NOT ENOUGH? DID YOU ONLY WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH ME? WHAT THE HELL RONNIE YOU HURT ME SO MUCH." You say as your still crying . "Wow uhm y/n I'm sorry you know how bad I feel. I still love you and I still care about you so much. Your so beyond gorgeous-" Ronnie says then you cut him off "THEN WHY CHEAT I HAD GUYS COME UP TO ME AND OFFER ME A LOT OF MONEY SO I CAN SLEEP WITH THEM I HAD GUYS TRY EVERYTHING TO GET WITH ME WANNA KNOW WHAT I SAID" you wipe your tears "I'm in a very happy relationship with my boyfriend, Ronnie Devoe. How hard was that for you to say Ron? How could you do this to me?" You whisper. "Y/n your my everything. I wasn't ready for a relationship. When I saw that I had a opportunity with you I took it because I wanted you soo bad your so gorgeous and funny and you make me so happy to be with you. I wish I knew how to be in a relationship. I have no excuse for what I did. I was worried you were cheating on me. So to clear my mind i spent time with other girls. None of them were like you. None. I'm not asking for your forgiveness. I feel so bad for what I did." Ronnie says holding on to you. "I'm not getting back with you. There was obviously no trust in our relationship ." I say and Ronnie nods.

"Okay. you heard about the plan for tonight?" "Yes I have" "alright I'll let you be" he kisses you on the cheek and walks out. You sigh and sit in your bed and just think. It's 1:00 right now and Ralph comes into your room with a bunch of his hair products. You forgot you told him you would do his hair. He sits does at your vanity mirror with a Janet Jackson magazine and opens it. "Well I'm waiting" he says and you laugh. "Alright Ralph I'm coming." You knew how to do all the boys hair but with Ralph's you were really good. You put on your favorite record and start doing his hair. You haven't caught up with him in a long time.

"So whos your boyfriend now? This morning Ron and mike was arguing bout you. You did anything with Biv?"you laugh as you put the gel in. "No we didn't do anything we just took it pretty far and that's all I'm saying. What's been going on with you" "Met this fineeee girl on the tour she was soo fineee then she was all like you got all this money and you not spoiling me so that's when I dumped her ass. " Ralph says reading his magazine. "Damn that's cold" you say "I know then guess what you can't tell nobody tho" "what Ralph?" "Bobby thinks he got a girl pregnant" "OOOOOHHH damn that's not good." You finish Ralph's hair and he thanks you.

You have hair and makeup artists coming in to do your hair and makeup. As you were getting ready you heard the yelling of course. "NO THATS MY SIZE" "WHERES MY JACKET" "WHO TOOK THE GEL" The time was 4:30 "Y/N WE NEED TO GO" you looked in the mirror in amazement. You looked so good. Your hair and makeup lady left so now your giving yourself the finishing touches and giving everything ready. You walk out and all the boys stare you down "DAMN BABY YOU LOOK SO GOOD" Ricky says. "WHO IN THE RIGHT MIND WOULD CHEAT ON YOU?" Bobby says also hyping you up. Ronnie looks down and you hear him whisper "I know". "You look so good y/n" Mike says. "Thank you guys you all look so fly tonight"