if it 𝙞𝙨𝙣'𝙩 love? | A new edition story

competition

The next morning you are in your room mike cuddled against you like always. You woke up immediately sick and went to throw up. Yo run to your bathroom and threw up. You brush your teeth to get the taste out of your mouth. You look in the mirror to think what might have happened. "Shit" you whisper to yourself. Did mike use a condom last night? You go out to your room and mike walks in with tea and medicine "here love you good?" He says giving you the mug and handing you a pill "Yea I'm good now but I can I ask you something" "of course" "did you use a condom last night?" You ask nervously. His eyes lit up. "Oh shit nah baby I didn't" "MIKE!" "I'm sorry! You don't know for sure cmon let's go to the doctor" mike says and he leaves your room so he could get dressed. You wear something simple a pair of acid wash overalls and a white sweatshirt. You walk and mike isn't down yet. "You good you look nervous" Ralph says drinking milk. "I think mike got me pregnant" you say softly and Ralph chokes on his milk. "I'm sorry what? Nu-Uh we cant have no kids coming around" "shut up I know." "Okay let's go" mike says dressed.

Your in the waiting room waiting for the doctor. "Mike would you leave me if I found out I was pregnant" you ask he looked at you crazily. "Baby it may not be our time but I'm always ready with you" he says as the doctor comes out "y/n?" He says and you and mike get up and go into the room. You explain to him that you could be pregnant and you just wanna be sure. He hands you a test and you go take out. "Yea it came out positive" the doctor says. You immediately cry as mike hugs you. "Baby it's ok it's ok we can do it" he says "look these tests aren't always accurate we can do an ultra sound." "Uhm sure" you say and you unbuckle your overalls as he puts a cold gel and starts the ultra sound. "Wait Yea your good no baby. You probably just had an upset stomach-wait hold on let me get another doctor in here." She calls for backup and she looks at the ultrasound and gets wide eyed. "Uhm y/n have you been in a crash of some sort?" "Yea like a year back I got in a bad car crash" you say and the nurse clears her throat "y/n the crash made your ovaries ruptured. Y/n I don't think you could get pregnant."the nurse says and you while world turns dark. The nurse wiped the jelly off. "Look I'll see what I can do I think we have pills for it but if you do it would be very difficult" the nurse says "I'll let you be" she says. Mike was sitting in the hospital chair shocked. "Look I don't wanna talk about let's just run out of here. I don't wanna deal with kids right now." "You sure." "YES! Now we need to get rehearsal"

Your practicing your not my kind of girl with new edition. Your sweating and everything. This is the 3rd time you rehearse this song in the heat. "JOHNNY STAY IN ORDER" "RICKY YOUR SLIDING YOUR FEET" "Y/N THANK GOD YOU AINT IN NO DAMN GROUP YOU NOT STAYING TOGETHER WITH THEM" Brooke yells out as we doing the dance. You continue to do the dance till everyone nails it. "That's as good as we could get. Drink some water" Brooke says. You get your water as you cuddle into mike. "So uhm y/n what happened with you and mike at that dinner." Rain asks "Where?" "In some magizine" Ralph says "yea I read it too" Johnny adds. "I did" "so did I" Ralph and Ricky say. "Great" you say to yourself "some guy was trying to get all up on me like ugh he wasn't even cute and he kept saying that he was cute and all" I say and they laugh

Your cooking dinner for the boys while you singing and dancing in the kitchen. You always liked cooking. They felt bad but you liked it. You decided not to move out yet because the boys have changed and you getting close with them again. The boys are playing cards as Ricky and Ronnie and Ralph are smoking. You didn't mind them smoking. You grab your keys. "I left my cassettes in the car I'll be back" you state and walk out to your car. Then you felt a pair of hands grab you and immediately cover your mouth you try and squirm away. You were thrown into this closed area in the corner of the road. Your arms and legs were tied up and you were scared.

Mikes pov
"Damn Ron I swear you cheating" I say placing my cards down as he laughs. "Yo it's been 5 minute lemme go see if my girl okay" I say standing up and heading to the door "alright man"!Ralph says strating a new game. I walked to her car she wasn't there. Her keys and cassette where on the floor. I immediately panicked she was gone. Where the hell could she be. I immediately started looking for her. Shaking and scared where my love could be.

Your POV
"WHAT DO YOU WANT" you yell. The girl that took me turns around. She had black curly hair. A pretty smile, glowing skin, and a pretty face. "Y/n I want you to break up with Michael Bivins. He was my first love and you just took him. I want you to break his heart. End things with him. I want him broken crawling back to me." "NO WHAT THE HELL?" She then clicks out a blade and drags it across my neck. She didn't cut me. "If you don't by tonight and he doesn't come back to me by tomorrow. I will hurt you and mike and all of your little new edition friends bad. You swallow hard. "Deal" you say and she unties you an you run off crying. "Why am I so in love?" You whisper to yourself. When you get closer to the apartment. Mike comes running back. He squinted his eyes to make sure it's you. "Y/N!" He yells and runs to hug you. You wanted to smile and hug him and everything but you couldn't "baby what happened? Look I tried looking for you. Are you okay?" You stare blankly at him. This was gonna hurt you more than it hurt him but you had to break his heart. You grab his hand and just take him inside where the boys were laughing singing and playing polka and then all the attention goes to you. "Y/n what's going on talk to me" he says gripping your cheek and you slap him away. "IM TIRED OF YOUR ASS IM SO SICK OF IT! YOU WANT BETTER FOR ME?  YOU AINT SHIT I HAVE ABOUT HALF THE BOYS IN THE WORLD ON MY LINE AND WHY THE HELL AM I WITH A NEW EDITION MEMBER? IM BREAKING UP WITH YOU. THIS RELATIONSHIP IS DEAD. GO BACK TO YOUR EX BECAUSE I SURE AS HELL DONT WANT YOU?" I yelled. I was about to cry just seeing the look on mikes face. How could I even apologize for doing something like that. In front of all the boys. You storm off and the boys just stare in shock like they saw a ghost. You ran into your room panicking. You couldn't breathe. You wanted mike here to hold you. You craved his touch. You called mikes ex girlfriend to let her know you did it.
3:00am
You've been crying the whole night. You felt so bad. You just needed some water. You walk out of your room to see mike fully ready about to leave. He looked at you as is looks could kill. He stormed towards and got real close to you. You knew mike would never hit you, but this time you were scared. "What the hell was that all about huh? HUH? THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM" he yelled. You looked down as he yelled at you. You couldn't tell him the truth because your scared his ex girlfriend will find out. "I don't know" I say softly. "SO YOU DONT KNOW HUH YOU JUST BROKE UP WITH ME LIKE THAT FOR NO REASON GIRL I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING! ARE YOU CRAZY OR SOME SHIT?DO YOU EVER THINK?" He yelled again. You look up at him tears in your eyes. He regretted it. Then he was pulled back by Ralph by the back of shirt. "I KNOW YOU NOT TALKING TO HER LIKE THAT" Ricky yells. Ricky never yells. "SHE BROKE UP WITH YOU FOR A REASON MAN GET OVER IT" Ronnie yells too. "YOU DONT NEED TO GO OFF ON HER LIKE THAT." Ralph yells as he shoves mike. Mike shoves Ralph back. That's when Ronnie jumps in and shoves him even harder than Ralph did. Ricky then stops mike so he couldn't get back. "Now get the hell out of here and don't come back to yo attitude towards her is fixed" Ricky says grabbing mikes collar. "Fuck all of you" mike says as he leaves. "Thank you guys" "Nah it's fine he shouldn't have been talking to you like that in the first place" Ralph says. You smile still shaken up by everything. You never thought mike would come on you like that. "You good?" Ricky asks "yea you can come in our room we was all in there watching MTV" Ralph says "alright and I gotta tell you guys something" you say following them upstairs.

"So yea she said if I didn't she would end my career and hurt all of you if didn't break things off" you look up to all the boys staring at you and eating popcorn intensely listening like your a movie screen. "Well you did the right thing." Ronnie says. "Damn guys I feel so bad" you say "I know. Soon he will figure it out" Ricky says. "I know but I love him. I wanna be with him. I miss him already" you say getting sad. "Don't be getting sad and all that mans got a small dick" Ricky says and they all laugh "y'all needa stop for real" you say laughing. Ralph and Ricky  sharing a bed and you were sitting up in ronnies bed. "Alright well I gotta go" "NO STAYY" Ralph whines. You look back at Ronnie as he makes room for you. "Please?" He whispers. You roll your eyes and smile as you lay down next to him. "OOOOooooohhhh" they all say. " don't be having a hookup up in here." Ricky says giggling. "Can you shut up" you say as you roll your eyes. Ronnie pulls you closer to him. He cuddled you like he did when you guys were dating. You lay there as you closed your eyes. Mike was probably out fucking that girl. It's gonna be a bit for you to take him back now. The way he yelled at you was not how you wanted to be treated.