Mattia was at Creators Live and he was sat in his hotel room all by himself. Kairi had gone down to the pool after desperately trying to convince him to go. Mattia wouldn't budge. He was very insecure about his body and he grew extremely uncomfortable at the thought of someone seeing him in the pool without a shirt on, all exposed. He just couldn't do it, couldn't risk it.
As he sat on the bed scrolling through his phone, he heard the familiar click of the hotel room door. A draft came in and suddenly, he could hear the noise coming from outside the room, bright laughs and loud whispers while he was miserable.
"Bye Ayiana!" Mattia could hear Kairi call out before shutting the door.
Kairi walked into Mattia's view and stared at him with sad eyes. He approached the boy sat on the bed and reached his arms out to hug him tightly.
"I missed you at the pool, Matti." Kairi whined with his face buried in Mattia's shirt. "I wish you would've come with me, it wasn't as fun without you." Kairi pulled away, locking eyes with Mattia.
Mattia felt a little guilty for not going. "Yeah well, maybe next time?" He asked blandly.
"Maybe." Kairi looked down. "Why didn't you wanna go?" He looked back up.
Mattia didn't make eye contact and instead stared at the dark TV screen. "I just," He faltered. "I didn't want people to see my body." Mattia's cheeks turned a light pink out of embarrassment.
Kairi crawled onto Mattia's lap and cupped his face in his hands, staring deeply into his eyes.
"You're beautiful, Mattia. Everything about you is so wonderful. Never forget that!" He softly kissed his lips and pulled away.
"I want you to feel so handsome and amazing, Mattia."
Kairi leaned down and planted his lips on Mattia's neck, kissing a trail down to his collar. He pulled back
"Arms up." Kairi said, Mattia following suit.
Kairi lifted the shirt over the taller boy's head and tossed it aside. Kairi looked down at the bare chest in front of him and placed his hands on the tan skin.
Kairi frowned. "This is what made you upset right?"
Mattia averted the gaze, feeling judged. He desperately wanted to cover up with his hands. He hated feeling vulnerable.
"You know this already, Kai. I hate my body. I'm gross." Mattia confessed.
"You're not gross! Plus, you don't need to be perfect. You're so worthy and your body is the best thing I could ask for. You don't need to change and I hope you eventually feel that you don't need to hide it anymore. You being imperfect makes you perfect. Say it with me: I'm beautiful." Kairi encouraged.
Mattia reluctantly sighed. "I'm beautiful."
Kairi smiled at him and leaned down again, pressing kisses onto Mattia's chest, trailing down to his waist. He unbuttoned the jeans Mattia wore and slid his hand in beneath the denim. He lightly palmed the taller boy and watched as his face flushed.
"You always look amazing when I touch you, Mattia. I couldn't ask for anything better." Kairi praised, making Mattia feel a little better than he was earlier.
Kairi continued to palm him through his underwear until he was fully hard. Then, he pulled the fabric down with his fingers and let the erection spring up and lightly slap Mattia's chest. Kairi devilishly smiled, crawling back slightly and pressing kisses all around the shaft.
"This is definitely one of my favorite things about you, Mattia." Kairi teased. He fully lowered his mouth onto Mattia's length, making Mattia gasp lightly. He bobbed his head up and down quickly, causing a loud groan to escape the taller boy's lips. Then, Kairi stopped, sitting back up and switching his mouth for his hand, running it up and down his shaft.
The shorter boy smiled, continuing to stroke him. "Before I keep going, say one good thing about yourself."
"I'm packing." Mattia joked.
Kairi laughed. "Clever boy!"
Kairi licked a long stripe along Mattia's full length. Mattia desperately clung to the bed sheets. Kairi took him in fully and gagged slightly. The feeling of being at the back of his throat was almost euphoric so Mattia grabbed his hair and bobbed Kairi's head harshly up and down, muttering curse words under his breath in pure bliss. Kairi closed his eyes and moaned onto him, sending ripples of pleasure throughout Mattia's body. He swirled his tongue around him and suddenly opened his eyes. He pulled off.
"Mattia! Hand me your phone!" Kairi asked excitedly.
Mattia handed the phone over, curious. "What are you gonna-" He was cut off by warm lips enveloping him once again.
He looked down and saw Kairi holding the phone like he was taking a photo. He was posing with a peace sign in one hand while holding the phone with the other as he deepthroated Mattia. Kairi rolled his eyes back and pressed the button to capture the photo. He sat up and observed the photo, noticing saliva spilling out of his mouth. He fiddled with the phone for a few moments before handing the phone back to Mattia, with the photo now set as his wallpaper in all its glory. He blushed at the photo, realizing that the streak of bleached hair might be recognizable
but he absolutely adored the photo.
"I love it, Kai. I love this so much." Mattia professed.
"I'm so glad! Last positive thing before you finish!" Kairi beamed.
"I'm so lucky."
"That's the spirit, Matti."
Kairi placed both of his hands on Mattia's cock and planted a kiss right on his tip before continuing to suck Mattia off. Kairi twisted his hands, moving them up and down as he circled his tongue around the head.
"Fuck." Mattia moaned, a hand intertwined in the other boy's long hair.
Kairi quickened his pace, feeling Mattia slightly thrust up into his mouth, so desperate to release.
"I'm gonna c-cum!" Mattia rolled his head back as he went over his edge, shooting his load into Kairi's mouth with a very loud moan to accompany it.
Kairi felt himself orgasm as well, whimpering as he make his underwear wet and sticky. He pulled off, swallowing the white liquid, wiping his mouth off with his arm.
"Kai, I didn't do anything for you even though you treated me so well!" Mattia pouted.
"Doesn't matter. Seeing you happy is more than enough for me, Matti." Kairi smiled at him, climbing off of him and walking over to his suitcase to look for clean clothes to change into. Mattia also decided to change and get more comfortable.
The two walked to the bathroom to brush their teeth with the disposable toothbrushes from the hotel. Once they were done they walked back to the bed and cuddled, half-spooning.
"Mattia, I was being serious. You're perfect, don't feel bad about your body, okay?" Kairi reminded.
Mattia smiled, thinking maybe, just maybe, he wouldn't feel bad anymore, as long as Kairi was around.
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Hello people ! i hope you're all fine ! this oneshot was inspired by Mattia's spam when he said that he didn't go to the pool with Kai and other friends because he was feeling insecure so i imagined that Kai would shower him in love when he came back to make him feel better. Anyways, i'm publishing this at around 3 am but i've been trying to write it since 11 pm but i drank some aLcOHoL and couldn't focus on it for more than 20 seconds at a time. last night i had an anxiety attack and i tried to stick myself in a hot oven but luckily i didn't get hurt so that's good. i'm okay now and i hope you're doing super great ! thanks for reading !
