I stared at my ceiling once again,
with a hundred thoughts
Why me? Why not
someone who deserves it,
someone who did wrong.
Someone who can bear it,
someone who is strong.
Why me? I question,
Why now?
Why me, who can barely
keep it together.
Why now, when I hoped for
a forever.
What did I do wrong?
To be the one to face it,
of all those in the throng.
I might even have deserved it,
doesn't mean I can take it
To them I'm good as normal,
I just know how to fake it.
Why me? I questioned again,
Why now?
-Makker
The four phase in depressive thoughts is where a person begins to question themselves. They might experience confusion and search for answers as to why they are experiencing what they are. They don't want to go through it anymore and might be in a very low and hazy state of mind. As always, don't forget to spread awareness and hope. It's never enough!! Stay healthy, stay hopeful 🙏🏼
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Poetry24/6/20 #15 in communication *MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS* A bunch of poems from the perspective of someone going through mental health issues. In a changing world, we seem to be fine one only to break down the next. This is an attempt at portraying the...
