You Promised (SeroBaku)

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Katsuki promised to stop cutting, but he lost his control and he's found out.

Warnings: Self-harming, blood

    Katsuki POV

I know I had promised to stop cutting, and I'm really fucking trying. It's just hard to do when you constantly have people telling you how much of a fuck up you are, and my brain ain't helping for shit. If anything it's agreeing with what's being said. I promised Hanta I would stop, but he wouldn't mind if I just did a few cuts, right? I've been cleaned for about a month, he found out after we graduated and told me he'd help me get better, but a few cuts never really hurt anyone.

I sat up from the shared bed in our apartment and walked over to the bathroom. I looked around, trying to find anything sharp, but he keeps it all hidden from me for reasons like this. So I walk out of the bathroom and head to the kitchen. I quickly check around the whole apartment to make sure he isn't around, and when I don't see him anywhere I grab a sharp cutting knife and run back to the bathroom.

Once I step back into the bathroom, I close and lock the door behind me, then take a deep breath and roll up my sleeve. There's old scars littering the back of my left forearm, practically all of them are made by myself. I sighed then placed the knife on my wrist, swiping it across as I squeezed my eyes shut. It stung, but the pain was familiar and comforting. I watched as the warm red liquid fell from the cuts, making their way down my arm and dripping into the sink from my elbow.

I did it at least seven more times till I heard my phone go off. It was the ringtone I had for Hanta, he usually texts me when he's about to leave work.

I started to rush and clean up all the blood and bandage my arm, making sure the blood won't seep through and there's no blood left in the sink. Once it's all spotless I roll my sleeve back down and rush back to the kitchen. I clean the knife off and put it back in its previous space.

I think to see if I missed anything that could make me get found out, but when nothing comes to mind I rush back to our room and flop onto the bed, grabbing my phone and checking the messages Hanta sent.

Hanta ❤️🖕

Hey Katsu, I'm headed home now. Maybe we could order some take out tonight, unless you want me to make you some spicy curry?

Spicy curry is the best, we're having fucking spicy curry. Get your ass home quicker so you can make me some damn food

So bossy. You're like that baby from Boss Baby. Always ordering me around and telling me what to do 🥺

You still fucking do it. Now get your ass home

Yessir!
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I laid my head against the pillow and focused on the throbbing sensation in my arm. It was calming and I wanted more, but I knew I couldn't since Hanta would be home any minute. So I just laid in bed with my eyes closed until I heard the door open and close. I opened one eye when I heard Hanta speak up.

"Katsu~! I'm home!" He shouted from wherever he was.

I answered with a grunt and shit out of the bed, walking over to wherever he was. I saw him place his bags on the table and head to the kitchen. I leaned against the doorframe as I watched him start to make dinner. Whenever he would pass by me he'd either give me a peck on the lips or a quick kiss on my nose. I smiled a bit every time, watching as he smiled at me too.

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