My pet

Chapter 19

Shawn P.O.V

My head is spinning right now, last night my night started off good with the kiss from clarisa but then when I was at the party with rose after a while everything started to seem fuzzy like I was dizzy or something.

The next thing I know rose is kissing me and I can't even push her off of how dizzy I was. I heard this noise and then I saw clarisa and everything started to come back to me, I was kissing rose. 

She ran towards the bedroom so I ran after I wanted to explain but I didn't know what directly happened.

I saw risa crying and it felt like my heart was been ripped out of my chest I've never felt this feeling before, it was all new to me I wanted to comfort  her but she didn't want to be near me.

I was getting angrier and hurt by the second, I didn't like the words that she chose to describe me it was very hurtful.

But what hurt me the most was when she said she hated me, it felt like my whole world was crashing. I left the room because I couldn't take it anymore.

As I was leaving I got this call that I need to come to the club, apparently there's a problem, the numbers aren't matching up and I need to come and see whose the leak.

Talk about bad timing I really wanted to work out things with risa but I had to go and fix my business first so I told Angel that I won't be back till 3 days I  didn't really know when I was going to be back but I knew it would take sometime to find the leak.

I got to the club and started working in finding the leak, but it was super hard I just knew it would take a  time to find it and my mind was only on risa every time I tried to concentrate I would just drift off to risa.

I realised that I wasn't going anywhere so I went down to the bar to get a drink I saw Rodney one of my favourite bartenders always treats me with respect.
"Hey boss, the usual." I nod my head he prepared my favourite cocktail fireball.

I loved it, it gave me this burn every time you take a drink and then it would cool afterwards. He gave me the drink I said a quick thanks and took a sip of it.

I saw this red head eyeing at me from the time I entered the room, what's up with red heads always taking a liking to me.

She walked over to where I was seated and asked if she could sit I told her sure.

"So why are you here." She asked trying to start a conversation I wasn't in the mood and plus the only girl that was on my mind was risa.

"I'm sorry but I have to go." I said just walking off she looked surprised but I could care less she only wanted one thing from me and that's a good time which I couldn't give to her so it's better if I don't waste her time.

I went outside and saw that it was a very beautiful night so I decided to take a walk.

While walking the rain started to come down It felt really good so I continued walking all this time risa was on my mind.

Her beautiful smile and her fiesty attitude. I loved every trait that she had.

I still can't figure out how i was kissing rose and why?

Did I really do it with a sound mind?

I don't think so I think there's more to it I just need to piece every thing together.