My pet

Chapter 18

Clarisa P.O.V

I felt this pain in my back it was very painful, I slowly got up off the floor , looks like I cried myself to sleep last night, my body was very cold, I walked to the bathroom because I wanted to take a warm shower.

While in the shower it all hit me, the memories from last night all came back, I felt a tear slid down my cheek I was still angry with Shawn for kissing rose but I was angrier with myself for saying those awful things that I seriously didn't mean.

But I couldn't bring myself to ever apologize to him, it would make me seem week after all he was the one kissing up on that dirty thing.

I got dressed and went downstairs to go have breakfast, I was really hoping that Shawn wasn't down there and it was like my luck was returning, I didn't see him, I walked to the kitchen hoping to find Angel.

I saw her cleaning some dishes, she's really a hard working girl, I can see why Brian likes her so much.

"Good morning, I was hoping that I could get some breakast." She turned to me and smile, she said a quick ok and started to work on the breakfast.

I didn't want her to feel uncomfortable so I went to the table and sat patiently after a few minutes she came out with a plate full of food.

I took the plate and said a quick thanks, I started eating but I realised Angel wasn't moving.

"Is there something wrong." I didn't want to seem rude or anything but I just had to ask.

"I want to tell you something." I nod and stopped eating, she was looking around to make sure that nobody was in the room other than us.

"The party that Shawn attended, I was there, i was Brian's date." I smiled at her feeling proud that she's finally stepping out of her shell.

"Did you guys kiss or anything." I asked, eagerly, she started blushing a lot and I just knew they did kiss.

"Yes we did but that's not what I'm trying to tell you." I allowed her to  continue.

"As I was saying I was at the party when I saw rose and Shawn together she looked happy that she was Shawn's date but he didn't look happy at all, he looked like he wanted to leave. After a few minutes I saw rose at the bar ordering drinks, she slipped something into one of them, I don't know what it was but she gave it to Shawn and after that he started acting strange." I couldn't believe this she drugged him and the only thing she got out of it was a kiss, dumbass.

"Oh my god." That's the only thing that could have come out of my mouth. I treated Shawn awful I actually told him that I hate him and that he was evil.

"Where's shawn?" I asked angel, I really wanted to find him and apologize before it was too late.

"Oh he's gone, he said that he won't be back until 3 days." Oh no.

"Angel, last night I saw rose and Shawn kissing I didn't know that he was drugged and i said some really awful things to him , things that I didn't mean" Angel looked at me with wide eyes.

"What exactly did you say to him?" I started biting my nails because my nerves was kicking in.

"I told him that he was evil and conniving, and that I curse the day that i met himand that I hate him." I held my head down, just hearing come out of my mouth made me realize how bad it was.

"I'm sorry clarisa but what you said was pretty bad, all you can do now is wait till he comes home and hope that he will understand." I did a quick nod and went to the bedroom.

I got to the bed and slowly layed on it, all the bad things that I said just kept on playing over and over in my head.

I couldn't even finish my breakfast.

I was so harsh to him I doubt he will ever want to talk to me again.