My pet

Chapter 22

Clarisa P.O.V

I woke up to Shawn hands tightly wrapped around my waist, I smiled it felt very warm and cozy but I wanted to use the restroom so I wiggled out of his arms I could tell he wasn't please by the groan I heard but I really had to use the bathroom.

After using the bathroom I came back to the room I saw Shawn's computer lying on the couch beside the room, so I picked it up to place it on is desk while taking up his computer I saw what today's date was, I opened my eyes widely I couldn't believe it, I placed the computer on his desk and slowly sat on the bed.

"I forgot my birthday." I said in a whisper.

"What" I heard Shawn asked behind me, I quickly turned to look at him staring at me.

"Nothing, let's go down for breakfast." He did this thing with his eyes like he was trying to read me or something after a few seconds he mumbled an ok , he got up and went to the bathroom to freshen up, when he got out we went down, only to see the twins and Lydia.

"Good morning." The three of them said with a smile.

"Good morning my lovelies." I said hugging all three of them, Shawn later  kissed Lydia on the cheek and hugged his brothers.

We all sat down at the table waiting for our food.

"Where's rose? I haven't seen her for a while now not that I want to see her but I'm just curious." Lydia asked, I didn't even notice that I haven't seen her for sometime now.

"She left." Shawn said with no room for explanation.

"Wasn't that kind of her." I said with a hint of anger and humour in my voice, before anyone could answer Angel came out with our food.

"Here you go." She said giving us all our plates.

"And I made sure to give the birthday girl an extra pancake." She looked at me smiling, Shawn literally choked on his water, the twins and Lydia were shocked.

"Birthday?" Everyone asked at the same time.

"You guys didn't know it's clarisa birthday today and if I'm correct today your 24." Angel said looking at me, I nod my head with a smile.

Angel then went back to the kitchen and that's when all the question started.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Shawn asked

"Yeah why? I would love to celebrate your birthday." Lydia asked

"We could have had this celebration and a huge freaking cake." Brian stated, Brandon nodded his head in agreement.

"Guys stop the reason why I didn't tell you it's because I don't really like celebrating my birthday and to me it's just a normal day nothing important." I said in one breath, they all looked at me with sad eyes.

"What do you mean it's nothing important? I believe it's something important it's the day a beautiful girl was born a fighter, one that's not afraid to speak her mind, one that's kind and loving and most of all one that put people feelings before hers just to make sure the other person is happy, if the day that you were born is not important I don't know what is." Shawn stated looking at me, I really wanted to cry.

"Thanks." That's the only thing that I could have said.

"So what are we going to do for your birthday any suggestions?" Shawn asked.

"We could make a cake" the twins said

"Or we could have a girls night out where we get drunk and get laid." Lydia said smiling, her brothers gave her a glare.

"What? Fine we can skip the drunk part." She said, I chuckled

"Lydia." Shawn said with a warning.

"A girl can't even get laid without her stupid overprotective brothers breathing down her neck." Lydia stated with a frustrated expression.

"Hey don't worry, remember you got a sister that's always gonna have your back and plus I wouldn't mind getting laid myself." Shawn gave me this glare as if to shut up.

"Ok enough of these suggestions what I want I already know." I stated, they all looked at me waiting to hear my answer.

"I want to visit my mother." I said looking down.

"Ok where's she?" Lydia asked

"St. George cemetery, I always visit her on my birthday and it has been two years now since I haven't visited her grave." They all looked at me with a sad expression.

"I know how it feels." Lydia said hugging me I hugged her back with a smile.

"I can take you." Shawn said, I nod in agreement.

After breakfast me and Shawn left the house to go and visit my mother.

He told his driver where to go, I was shocked that he knew the place after about 20 minutes of driving the car came to a halt.

We got out where I lead the way to my mother's grave.

"I'm going to give you some space." Shawn said, I muttered an ok.

I then sat at my mom's grave where you could see the clear writing.
'Linda Brown
Loving mother and daughter'

"Hey mom it's been a long time since I came to visit you a lot of things have happened through out that time I got a new owner who treats me like a queen he's a bit bipolar but it's nothing I can't handle, I also got a new sister and twin brothers there the best they treat me like family, I wish you were here but not all wishes can come true." I said with a smile.

"I love you mom and i promise I'll come back to visit you again, I miss you Even though we didn't really spend time together I still miss you and love you I hope you know that." I said with a tear slipping down my cheek.

"She knows ." I heard Shawn say behind me, I looked back and smiled which he returned.

"Come." He said holding his hand out I took it where he helped me off the ground.

"I want to show you something." I nod and walked along side him.

He stopped at this grave.
'Raquel Welch
Loving wife, mother and daughter'

I looked at him with curiosity he then spoke up.

"This is my mother's grave, she died when I was young." I nod my head because I didn't want him to stop.

"She died from a terrible beating, we were all devastated we loved our mother and didn't want to see her leave she was a very beautiful woman  and kind hearted she would help anyone once she saw that you were I need." He said in an awe voice you could see that he loved his mother and cared for her deeply.

"Do you guys know who did it to her?" He folded his fist with an angry expression he then turned to me and I must admit I was a little scared.

"It was a evil, blood thirsty man only cared about himself and his feelings." I looked at him waiting for his answer.

"It was the man I call father." I let out this breath of shock, how could a man kill his wife without  even caring.

"That's awful." I stated, he nod and then walked off without saying anything I looked at the grave one last time then followed after him.

We drove back to the house where we just went back to his bedroom.

"You know you spend your birthday in a weird but cute way." I smiled at him he gave me a small smile.

"Yah I do but there's one thing I never got for my birthday that I wanted." He looked at me question in his eyes.

"What?" He asked.

"I never got you." I said, immediately his eyes changed from blue to black. I've woke the beast.