My pet

Chapter 17

Clarisa P.O.V

I'm mad that I don't get to be his date and that he has to go with rose, out of all people in the world why did it have to be rose.

I felt a lot better when I got to dress him, he loved it I was so proud of myself he looked absolutely sexy, the suit alone turned me on he makes anything look good.

I followed him down the stairs to see him off, after a while of waiting for rose to get ready she finally showed up in this very tight and short dress, if I didn't know her I would think she was a whore but from what I've heard  she is a whore.

"You look nice." Shawn said, he was definitely lying.

"Thanks, you look sexy" rose stated, does this girl ever take a break.

When she finally looked my way, she gave me this dirty look. She took Shawn by his hands but before they could leave I did something I would never believe I would do because of jealousy.

I took Shawn the face and kissed him right infornt of rose he gladly kissed me back, we broke the kiss and looked at each other with a smile.

"Have a good time." I said with a cheeky grin, rose was fuming.

"We will" rose stated with this evil smirk, Shawn was still smiling, he then came back to reality and said his goodbye but not before pecking me on the lips.

After they left I went straight to Shawn's room, I was so bored, I started to let my thoughts go wild.

Why did I have to kiss him? Now all my feelings that I've  tried to bottle up has come back to life. I knew I liked Shawn but each day it grows into something different, I enjoy spending time with him and getting to know him better.

Even when he gets angry and do things that many girls would hate him for and never want to speak to him again, I forgive him easily without thinking.

When he's close to me I feel very protected and safe but when he's far my body yearns for his touch, when he smiles or smirks my day can go from happy to sad.

He doesn't treat me like a pet instead  he treats me like I'm a princess. I wish the world could be different where vampires and pets could be together.

Shawn's a great man, he would make a terrific husband sadly I won't ever get to be his wife.

I heard this noise downstairs, like a door being shut, I went down there to see if Shawn was back.

But when I was nearing the stairs I saw something that made my heart shatter into pieces.

Rose was kissing Shawn and he's not resisting. I let out this loud noise that caused them to stop, rose looked at me with a smug look on her face, Shawn looked at me with this sorry look.

I ran to the room with tears in my eyes, why was I crying I'm not his girlfriend but still it hurt a lot. Shawn was shouting my name, but I didn't look back.

I sat on the bed with tears flowing from my eyes.

"Risa, i didn't mean t-" I cut him off.

"I know to you I'm just a pet whose feeling you don't care about but still it's not fair, it's not fair to act like you want a person and then just turn around and act like they don't even exist." I said looking at him. With anger.

"Risa I would never want to hurt you"  he said coming closer I got off the bed and backed away from him, you could see the pain his eyes but I don't care he didn't care about me when he was kissing that cheap slut.

"Well you did, and I'm so angry with myself for crying over you, your a very evil and conniving man and I want nothing to do with you, I wish I never met you, from day one you've played with my feelings over and over but not anymore I refuse to let you get the best of me, I'm so happy that I never gave in to your pathetic lies." He was getting angry but I didn't care.

I slowly walked to him and said something that I know I didn't mean.

"You make me sick and I curse the day I ever met you, I hate you." He looked at me with pain and anger.

"Things are not what it seems." He said walking out of the room.

I sank to the floor with my head in my hands and my body shaking.
What have I done.