Making you mine [ Jensoo ]

Chapter 57

Jennie's POV

"You idiot."

I felt slim and slender arms help me sit up again but my eyes didn't open. Softness overloading through that person's touch. Even though I wanna open it so badly to see who it was, they weren't cooperating.

The person sat beside me then gently rested my head on his/her shoulder. I released a satisfied sigh. It felt comfy. I want more contact.

I knew that voice though. The soothing voice that sounded so sweet like honey. A husky tone that makes you think of unnecessary things. That voice... that made me fall. But that's kind of impossible.

"You wanna die, huh? Your unbelievable, Jen." The person stopped talking and now I noticed that his/her breathing was getting stronger which only meant that...

"But that's why I love you so much that it almost killed me to see you cry like this."

And there it was, soft lips crashed mine and I immediately responded with no second to waste. It didn't take long for this kiss to become deeper. I didn't mind at all. Nope. Only a stupid person will think that we're going too fast.

She licked my lower lip, asking for entrance. And I did make her enter. I'll be damned if I didn't. Our tongues battled for dominance but in the end, she won. Exploring my mouth gently yet passionately.

A familiar taste. How I missed this taste.

We were both losing air so we had to pull away from each other, much to my dismay. Our foreheads rested onto each others while we tried to catch our breaths. She really didn't have to go that far though.

"I-I'm dreaming, aren't I?" I still didn't open my eyes. Afraid that all of this was just my imagination. I didn't want that. I want this to last forever. This must be a lucid dream. I mean, Jisoo left. She totally did. But I hope she didn't.

But all that was answered by a peck on the lips and a flick on the forehead.

Pleasure and pain. What a great combo, I must say.

"Dreaming my ass. I'm here, dummy." She embraced me in a tight hug that almost knocked the air out of me.

Looks like I'm not the only one who's been crazy about not seeing each other.

I pulled her closer and snuggled my face into her neck, inhaling her scent slowly. Truly terrified that I won't be remembering her scent and all. A few tears escaped my eyes as I gripped onto her shirt tightly. I couldn't hope that easily that she is actually here.

But at least let this moment go on for just a little longer. Please, I beg you.

"I missed you." I voiced out after a few moments of silence. She hummed in response before pulling back making me pout. A light chuckle escaped her lips before she kissed me for a second.

"You seriously should open your eyes. I promise you, I'm real. I didn't leave at all, love." She softly said but I didn't open my eyes. But what I did was shut it even tighter.

A sigh was heard from her before I felt myself being lifted up and then onto my feet. I felt her hands wrap around my waist before our feet started moving in sync. My hands placed themselves on her shoulders while my chin rested itself on her neck.

She started humming a tune that made the atmosphere even more calming as it is. Her soothing warmth was all that I was feeling right now. Her melodic voice was all that I could hear. And then her soft lips on mine.

Everything just felt right. It felt real. The cold breeze of Korea gushed around us, the leaves falling out of the trees and landing on the ground with a crisp that made me feel calm, the indistinct voices muffled by gushes of wind, and her very being that makes me really wanna believe that she's real and this specific moment is real.

And then the world went silent for all I know. Like it was only the two of us right now. Nothing could ever be any more perfect than this time.

"Are you really not gonna open your eyes?" She asked again. I smiled then shook my head.

"I already know that if I open my eyes, you'll disappear. That's why all I wanna do now is take this time to appreciate you being here with me." I softly caressed her face and me closing my eyes kinda made it hard to do. But I still reached the surface of her face and caressed it gently.

She released a sigh of satisfaction making my smile bigger.

"Whatever you say, love. Also, sorry for not being your first dance. I knew you've wanted me to be your first so I'm really sorry." Her tone was sad. But I really didn't mind if she wasn't my first.

All I minded was the thought that she will be my last.

"I love you."

"Love you, too. Now rest, love."

And then I slowly opened my eyes to be met by my room's ceiling. I smiled bitterly before a tear escaped my left eye. A sudden pain was felt in my heart.

I already expected this but why the hell does it still feel so painful?

"Jennie, someone's here to see you."

Who?

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