She's not afraid {n.h}

Chapter 35~ Piano

When I wake up Niall is still asleep next to me I get up and put on my dressing gown kiss his cheek and quietly make my way downstairs

"Ok then" I say to my self I start the kettle and get out two mugs and two tea bags

I'm just going to have use the last of the eggs and flour we brought over for pancakes and go to the shop later

When I've made the pancakes I put on some Nutella and icing sugar his favourite don't ask how I know and I pour him and me a cup of tea I take it all upstairs and put his tea and pancakes on the bedside table

I go into the bathroom and get changed into a white top and black legging with a grey cardigan I then quickly drink my tea

I grab my bag and purse and write niall a little note and leave the house

*Niall POV

I wake up feeling cold I reach over to the other side of the bed but it's empty

Where's Zoe got to I'm distracted by a sweet smell of chocolate and turn over to find a plate of Nutella covered pancakes a cup of tea which us still warm she mustn't of been gone long then I look over to the of the bed I put my hand on something and it rustles under the weight I pick it up and read it

' Morning Niall!
I've just gone to the shops don't follow me you deserve a rest so I made you breakfast ill be back soon
Zoe'

I smile to my self and take a picture of my breakfast and post it on Instagram and twitter saying

'@Niallofficial: love @zoe_smith she has made me breakfast and gone shopping what a babe x!
Http:dybvuerchioo89fv'

I put my phone down and eat my breakfast when I'm finished I take my plate down stairs,wash it and put it in the cupboard

*zoe POV

When I get back my guesses are that Niall isn't up yet because the house is still clean and quiet I go into the bathroom to see the dishes have been done but...

Someone lifts me up from behind and I scream at the top of my lungs "Ahhhhhh Niall!" I scream hoping niall will wake up

"Hah" I here the person behind me laughs

"Niall you idiot!" I shout running after him

He runs up to me and hugs me as I hit him playfully

"Hey hey hey I'm sorry but I couldn't help it" he laughs into my neck

"By the way thanks for breakfast" he laughs

"No problem smart ass if you don't mind I'm going to practice" I say slamming the door to make him think I'm mad what I like to confuse him it's funny

When I get down to the music room I sit at the piano and start to play a song I wrote called the river flows in you

"If there is a road made just for you
That road is right there in your heart
If you can, endure it through
Then put all of your soul into trusting it" I sing but I am interrupted by a gasp

"Niall! were you listening" I say mum cheeks flushing with embarrassment

"Zoe you shouldn't care you are great!" he smiles sitting next to me

"Where are the lyrics?" he asks me I take out my song book and pass him it and turn to the page

"Zoe these are really good you should show si..."

I quickly interrupt him "No Niall they aren't good enough for that ok!" I shout

"Zoe why would I say they're good if they weren't"

"The reason for everything else you've done you felt sorry for me!" I shout oh my god that wasn't ment to

"You think I've done all this stuff because i feel sorry for you" he mumbles

I just keep my head down and start to cry I go over to the corner of the room and curl up into a ball

"Zoe that's not true" he says picking my chin up and sitting beside me

"Really" I say through all my tears

"Yes I love you for you not just because I feel sorry for you I truly love you to pieces" he says and that's all I needed to hear all this time I collapse into his arms and he cradles me kissing my fore head

"I'm so so sorry" I cry into his chest

"Zoe it's ok you have a right to know if I just feel sorry for you which I don't ok" he sh's hugging me tight

I wipe my eyes and look into his blue ones "I've always been a sucker for brown eyes" he smiles at me

"Is that so" I smile

"Yup" we sit there for a while and I start to get frustrated

"Just kiss me you idiot" I laugh as he places his hand on my damp cheeks
and kisses me

"Uh hem well isn't that a pretty picture " I hear someone say whilst they enter the room I turn round to see Dani and El standing there

"Dani!" I squeal running towards her and hugging her

"Well excuse me where's my hug" El says making me chuckle I hug her tight

"What are you two doing here" I say

"Well I wanted to look round the house which is lovely by the way Niall!" she shouts making him chuckle

"You've struck lucky with this one " she smirks as I hit her arm playfully

"We wanted you to come shopping for new year dresses wanna come?" El asks me

I look back at Niall and he nods

"Yeah sure you two go up ill be with you in two mins" I smile as they go upstairs and I run to niall

"Ill see you later best friend duties" I say saluting him

"You have fun ok" he smiles

"You to go and see Liam or harry or someone" I smile kissing his lips

"Bye Niall!" I shout as we run out the door